I can't anymore..

HEY GUYS! Author~sama here~~~
Anyways this chapter needs a trigger warning, As it involves subjects such as rape, kidnapping, and abuse. If you would like to skip, at the end I will have a small recap of what happened. :)



It's now Sunday. Tomorrow is the dance...
I'm nervous but I'm excited.

Laurence knocks on the door.

"Come in." I tell him.

He opens the door and sticks his head in.
"Hey get enough sleep for the dance tomorrow!" He smiles.

I smile back.
He leaves the room and closes the door.

I lay in my bed and look up at the ceiling.
I smile with tears forming in the corner of my eyes.

"heh.. life is better... right? Better than with father..? It's better now.. I mean.. yeah.."
I whisper to myself.

Maybe. But maybe it was better to deal with getting hit than losing everything. Life was easier. Get hit sometimes, but have a family. Keep quiet, but have a family. Now, your all alone. You don't fit in do ya?
no....
exactly. Hey, you remember my offer from at the hospital? It's still a way.. simple way out, and nobody will miss you. Maybe Kyle but who knows where he's at. He wont even know..

I sigh.
Maybe Teddy is right.
I could just let this all go..
But not Now.
I hear something hit my window.
I brush it off and close my eyes, and lay on my side.

I hear another thump...

I sit up and slowly walk over to the window, cautiously opening the curtain.

*Gasp!*

I see my father...
He looks very dirty.
His hair is ragety and he has pretty bad stubble.
He looks tired and drunk.
Possibly high.
Also reeks of alcohol.

I open the window just enough to where I can hear him and he can here me, but can't reach through.

"What.. what are you doing!?" I whisper feeling scared and my heart racing.
I can feel tears trying to form as I speak.

"Come with me." He says roughly as something ruffles below the tree.

I don't say anything.

He keeps going, " If you don't come with me, than I'll make your life even more of a living hell." He growls getting more hostile.

I take a step back and reply with, "There is no way of making my life a living hell more than it is!" I yell at him.

He chuckles.
This brings back memories...
My first abuse...
The last one...........
Everything..

"Oh I sure will make it worse. Now come with me or I'll come through that window and force you. But I WON'T play nice." He yells back at me.

By now I am hyperventilating, and I'm trying to step back as he starts to open my window more.

I trip and fall as he climbs into my room.
I cover my head and curl into a ball with my eyes shut tight. I can't move.
I'm frozen.

I can hear him moving around my room.
I hear a small click.
I think he locked my door....

Oh no..
I feel tears streaming down my face as he rummaged through my room.
All I can hear is his footsteps and things being thrown.
I can't help but tremble.

I look up and try and scoot towards the window without him noticing.
As I get closer I hear muffled screams.
It sounds like..
Kyle!?

"Kyle!?" I whisper yell out the window.
But father heard me.
He turned around, grabbed me by my hair and stood me up.

"You poor poor girl. Heheheh. You found Kyle huh? Yeah I got him too. You know, if you just come with me, I won't have to force you too." he whispers in my ears as he caresses my face.

I want to smack his hand away from me but I can't move.
His facial expression changes.
He now looks annoyed and he throws me over to my bed.

"wh-wha-" I try and say before he cuts me off.

"Last warning.. I don't want to do this but If I have to I WILL you brat! It's not that HARD! It's better than THIS YOU IDIOT!" He whisper yells at me, taking off my shirt.

My body is belly down onto the bed and my face is pressed into the bed.
I start to cry as I can't do anything.
He took a belt from my dresser and hits my back with it.
I try and scream but it's muffled by the blankets.

"YOU GOING TO LISTEN OR NOT? You know.. I've been lonely without yall.. and without mom, I've had nobody to have fun with huh. And I'm not talking about hitting.." He laughs mercifully.

I realize what he means and I Imediatly try and get away.
He holds me in place as I hear pants unbuckling.

*Last trigger warning*

I keep trying to escape and scream, hoping someone will hear and save me.

I can hear Kyle slightly. He is screaming his lungs out..

He pulls down my pants enough to show my underwear and he leans over me.
I can feel his hot, sweaty body over mine. I feel so gross.

I feel his breath hitting my back as he chuckles.

He moves my panties to the side gently and slowly, touching me in my spot..

I want to go away.
I hate this so much.
It's not fair!
It's not ok..
Why do these things happen to me??
I've been a good person...

I suddenly feel his tongue against me.
I feel disgusting.
I want him off of me.
I don't deserve this at all!

After a bit he stops.

He laughs at my whimpering and tears.
He takes the belt he whipped me with earlier and wraps it around my head, stuffing my mouth.

"Have you rethought your choice if not coming with me?" He growls.

I nod. I can't take this anymore. It needs to stop, and if agreeing makes him stop I'll do it..

He laughs and dresses me.
"Kinda like when you were little huh..?" He says to me.

I suddenly remember something I never realized before..

Authors note:

If you skipped this chapter, what happens is your father shows up at your window and forces himself in. He asks you to come with him or he will force you too. Y/n disagrees and he takes advantage of her until she agrees. Nothing super bad goes down, but it can be triggering for some people. Anyways, see ya next episode!

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