I woke up in the hospital bed.
I looked over at the time.
It's only 10:02.

dang, I actually woke up early for once!
I sit up and look in my mirror.

This time, my hair is slightly knotty, I have a clean face, and almost no bags under my eyes.

knock knock knock

I look in the doorway to see a unfamiliar family.

"Hello, is this Y/n? Kyle's sister?" The lady asks.
Kyle comes into view with a small smile.
I nod confused.

Kyle runs up to me and hugs me.
It hurts but I don't care.
He is leaving.. isn't he..

It's to early!
Why now? I'm just getting better!

"I love you, and I always will. I'll see you again.. one day. " He whispers in my ear.
He let's go.

"We are adopting your brother. I hope you understand, but we cannot give you our contact. We did not ask for two children, so we don't need you outside our door all the time." The man says.

I feel..
I feel.. angry? Hurt?
This is unfair!

"But I have every right to see him! He is my BROTHER for God's sake!! I NEED HIM! YOU CAN'T TAKE HIM FROM ME!!" I yell.

I can't not see him again!
It's not fair!
Why me?
I need him..
He has helped me get better.
What if teddy comes back!
He won't be able to s-save me!

They look angry now. There is a little girl in the lady's arms I notice.
She looks like she feels bad.
"Mama, can we have her too? She is pwetty!" She asks.

"No hunny. I don't think we could deal with a girl like her." She whispers, only not quiet enough.
As they start walking out of the room, she says, "She is to troubled for us to handle."

I can't believe this.
HOW COULD SHE SAY THAT!? RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY FACE TOO!

Kyle gives me one last hug and leaves the room.

I guess this is the end.
No more Kyle.
A bit of me leaves with him.

I lay down on my bed and curl up.
I can't believe this!
I didn't think it would hurt this bad..
I didn't think I would feel this way.
I hurts so much!
I'm losing my brother!
My savior!
My every thing!
My only thing left from what I used to be...

How could he just disappear just like that!

It's because he hates you. He wanted to leave quickly so he doesn't have to deal with you anymore! He wanted to get far away from you. He probably asked the couple to not allow you to keep contact. You have always been annoying.
Thats.. thats..
See? You can't disagree can you? You know it's true. Deep down. Or maybe... not even that far down.
Its.. it's just not fair. He is.. the last part of me I have! My last piece of family..
He was the one who helped me glue together my shattered heart. He healed me! Made me better! Now he gone.. I only have...
Me right? Cause if you were gonna say Zane, I would like to see you try and talk to him. He hates you now. Every one does. Their all fed up with your useless, worthless, stupid, fat, ugly, self.
I only have.....

you..