Dear diary
Today that same kid came and hugged me in the ring.
The kid spoilt my life!! I'm disqualified!! Why me God?? All I wanted was my own medal!! My ultimate happiness!!
But that kids pleas broke my heart! It reminds me of how I cryed for my mother, how I waited for her to care for me, to take me in her lap, feed me, talk to me, ask me about school and above all love me. That kid broke my heart. How can his mother leave him and go?? How can she be so cruel.
Hopefully he will be fine. Even though I should hate him for that, I'm not able to completely hate him too.