𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐁𝐞𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠..

"Mom! Just listen to me for once! I'm not fucking crazy!"

Kaminari's voice shook with every word that was spoken, he was hyperventilating and pulling at his hair while his mother and father spoke gently with fear of breaking the fragile boy

"Please Kam- we just want to help you" his father started

"HELP ME?! HOW WOULD PUTTING ME IN A HOSPITAL HELP ME?!" Tears streamed down his face as he began scratching at his arms, digging his nails so hard he drew blood

"Baby please.. we don't want you hurting yourself w-we're just scared-"

"BULLSHIT!" He cut her off "DAD DOESNT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ME, AND EVERYONE AT SCHOOL WOULD BE HAPPIER WITH ME GONE-" his voice cracked into a painful cry as he fell to his knees

"I care about you kam I-I apologize for not showing it sooner"

It went silent for a moment before kaminari stood up, wiped his tears and spoke with hate

"Nobody cares unless you're pretty or dead, you didn't care until I was found with a bottle of pills and rushed to the hospital.. you'll never truly care"

And with that he ran upstairs and slammed the door

His father, Diaz sat down on the couch as his mother Kori ran upstairs and began pounding on the door

With kaminari

All he could hear was white noise
Static filled his brain as he ripped open his dresser and dug around

"Where is it- where is it- where the fuck is it?!" He was shaking and his breathing was quick

His mother heard the frustration and immediately knew what he was looking for "KAMINARI BABY P-PLEASE DONT DO THIS-" she cried out

He ignored her desperate calls for him to stop as he held up a razor, letting it glow in the rays of the sunset

Kaminari walked to his window and pulled the curtains down, the last thing he wanted to see before he did this was the sun setting over his hometown

Taking a deep shaking breath in he looked down to his wrist and began to unwrap the bandages around it

"I'm sorry" he whimpered before slashing the razor across his wrist, biting back a sob when he realized it wasn't deep enough

'I can't even fucking kill myself correctly'

Continuing the motion over and over again he slashed

One, two.. twenty

He stumbled and fell to the ground

The last thing he saw was his mother's crying face after she finally broke down the door with her quirk

The hospital..

"I'm afraid you have no choice. I'm sorry and my head goes out to your family" the doctor said sorrowfully

"It's fine doctor.. we understand, maybe this will help him" Kori smiled at her sons sleeping figure, wrists wrapped with bandage as a tag was placed onto his hospital bracelet

Denki kaminari, patient 1127 of UA mental hospital