How? Why? what made you do it? You didn't even say goodbye to me. I can't let go of you as you were my everything. There is so much I wish to tell you. I wish I could go back in time and tell you how much I love you. I really do. When I found out you kept trying to get me in as a trainee I started auditioning myself. I got in too oppa! I did it. I've been set to debut in 2023. I hope as you see me performing and my dream you will be proud of me. I keep fighting like you and Wei Xing wanted. I'll be a good idol for you. I'll make you proud of me. I'll show the world who I am and what I can do knowing it will make you proud. I dunno when my heart will heal but I know there will always be a scar left no matter how long it has been. I hope in another life, another time intead of this being repeated we end up happy together and not parted like this. If somehow your not in heaven my angel then I will beg for you to have a second chance so you can. No matter what life we are in I will love you.