Warning: attempted suicide. But I already told you that... and you're here anyway, so, don't say I didn't warn you.

FYI: this book is from Katsuki's pov.

It was a normal, shitty day. Torture was finally over. 

I had just opened my locker, and a small piece of paper dropped out,

"The fuck now?"

I picked it up. On the outside was one word; Kacchan.

What did that shitty nerd have to say, that he didn't even have the courage to tell me himself?

I unfolded it, reading the words with a bored expression. 

Until I realized what it said.

'Kacchan:

I know that I'm a failure. You've wasted your precious words telling me that, these past ten years.

I shouldn't have let you.

I was never worth the time it took for you to tell me. Others might see it as bullying, but I know you were just trying to make me realize the truth, before I got everyone around me killed. After all, I would just be a liability. 

I would never have been able to be a hero.

Everyone around me would get hurt trying to protect me. I see that now.

But I'm wasting your time. 

I bet mom found my letter, now she's calling the cops.

I have to take this opportunity before i miss it.

Kacchan,

I've been in love with you since second grade. 

And now, I won't hold you back.

Goodbye.'

It was hard to read due to the tear stains, but I finally deciphered it.

I felt my stomach vanish. He wasn't going to take my fucking advice seriously, right? 

I never actually fucking meant it!! 

This explains why he's been avoiding me for the past fucking week. 

Wait...

He couldn't be...

I was just about to run to the roof, when I heard a shitty extra's scream. I ran outside, already about to lose my shitty lunch, what I saw, didn't fucking help.

It was a small, familiar green haired figure standing at the edge of the roof. It felt like my fucking heart was about to explode. 

Why the fucking shit...

My shitty ass organ, actually fucking stopped for one God dammed minute, as Izuku slipped off of the edge. 

No. Nonononononononononononono!

What the fucking hell?!

I unconsciously activated my quirk, sending me flying up into the air, in time to catch Izuku. 

Why the fuck didn't I corner him before? Force the fucking apology that's been bugging the shit out of me, past my throat? Why do I always have to hide behind anger? Why could I never just tell him the truth?!

I used my quirk to make sure we didn't finish the job Izuku had started. 

As I landed on the ground, with him in my arms, some heroes who had arrived, swarmed around us, but no matter what anyone said, I refused to let go of the unconscious idiot in my arms.

This is going to be bad...

I have no idea why I am writing this...

I just felt like it.

Bakeku67 :/