I've just realized that I can't be better looking than I am. I can't change the way I look, the way my lips located, the size of my eyes, how big my nose or checks are. That is who I am, and no one can change it. I'm still changing naturally and I can only hope that I'll come up with something better. So I should stop posting photos where I'm only looking my best and crying if I don't look like a supermodel. So I just need to deal with myself and start loving my big nose, disproportionate lips, weird shape of face and small eyes.

26.12.16

this one was more like a self note i never really meant to write. but did anyways so maybe reading it would convince me, but i never had authority to read it out loud. finding it now gives me some sort of emotion.
i yet have to learn how to love myself.