time
by
time

i'd look at the window of my neighbour's house
and try to witness earlier unseen actions
to comprehend its deep meaning of why
why do destroy yourself
more and more

as if my life means something
or sometimes
we just try to forget what never happened
because we believe in what can't exist
in what we can't explain

and it's rather be the way we try to imagine it
within our reality

we think we know what's up, but behind the curtains, it's where the real show begins, dies and always goes on
because simplicity isn't in our veins
we tend to think and do again
humanity had enough time to sleep, so now we never stop

so if there's nothing we can do, but flow.
why do we always have to pick the least.

12.11.19