Royal
Why did I hid so much for so long. She sounds so hurt. And it's all my fault. I didn't protect. Me being and arrogant asshole kept her away from the other half of her family. When she called I heard the hurt and anger in her voice. Turk hasn't talked to me but I can't blame either of them. At least I get to explain. She said a few days, hell it's been a week.

Ray hasn't been to work and he won't answer my calls either. He needs to meet them. He is their moms twin. I still remember the day she died, holding them. She looked so peaceful, that day I died a million times. He parents threatened to take them from me, I couldn't have that. I couldn't take care of them both, but I knew if they got them I would never see them. I had to make the hardest decision of my life.

I remember my brother dragging me out the room, I still remember her slightly warm lifeless hand in mine. I just knew she would wake up, but she didn't. I couldn't let her go, they made me. She was taken from me and I couldn't allow my kids to be taken as well. So I had to split them up.

I put the Hennessy bottle my lips and gluped it. The burn of my throat was not enough of the pain I was feeling. It was so hard to look at Mani. She looks just like her mom. I had grown a cold heart so the hurt wouldn't effect me anymore. But with all that happened a week ago, it's like everybody wounds were re-opened.

"kha, baby. Come you can't drink your life away, please get up. Let's get you in the shower"

I didn't respond I just got up. As the water hit me it sobbered me up quick. It was cold as ice. Once I was fully aware I turned it to warm and washed my body. I got out and dried off and put on some b ball shorts. I walked down stairs and into the kitchen where wife was cooking.

"thank you baby"
"you welcome love"

She passed me a plate we ate in silence at first until she spoke

"you gotta forgive yourself, before you can expect them too"
"I know. I feel like I ruined my own family"
"it's not too late to rebuild it babe"

I nodded my head as we continued to eat. Then my other daughters come down and sat with us. Even tho I hate them there I still felt empty. I couldn't finish eating I got up telling them I would be back. I drove to my own private lake where guards were waiting and watching I sat down. I did something that I need to do more often.

God,
You probably not even listening to a nigga like me and ion blame you. I'm far from perfect. But I come to you because I need help with my family. I fucked it up. I messed up my baby girls like. All she's been thru is because I didn't so better. Please help my children forgive me especially my daughter Mani. She's had it the hardest. And please help me make it right with Turk. I love my son with all of me I love all my kids you know. Ion know what to say in words so please hear my heart. In your name Jesus, Amen.

I looked out at the water as a breeze ran thru me. It was so relaxing. The tears ran down my face, my phone vibrated and I looked at it and my heart sped up as I answered.

"hey baby girl"
"daddy come over tomorrow. Bring everyone"
"I will baby, I love you "
"I love you too"
"Bye daddy"
"bye baby"

I hung up the phone wiping my face and heading back home. In a clearer mind.......

I'm fixing my family......
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Hello my beautiful butterflies. Well there you have another update. Sorry it took so long I went to sleep updating Kmsl lol. But that was the best hour and 20 minutes ever lol.

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