Remember when I told you my life was going amazing? That changed real quick. Me and my boyfriend broke up a while back. My crush and my best friend are going to the dance together. I started getting bullied again. People are trying to expose me. Rumors. And through all this, I haven't cried. I mean, I want to, but I don't feel anything anymore. I put on a fake smile. All I can feel is anger, building up inside me. My bestie doesn't know. (FWI bestie and best friend are 2 different concepts) I gave up on trying to make people scared of me. I'm done. I'm done with everything. The truth is, I've been having suicidal thoughts. My best friend, I like to call her warrior, is the only one who knows I have depression. These are the reasons I'm on break. Also because the killer clowns are here close to my neighborhood. I'm scared. Make sure to be alert for clowns. BYE