I fucking give up. Im so fucking HUMILIATED!! I'm just SO fucking DONE!! I've had enough of people's shit. I'm done fucking crying over shit. I'm DONE!! I'm done trying to be perfect. Do you know how the fuck it feels to walk past everyone in your fucking gym shorts, crying, and whispering to yourself "Fuck it I'm done." Walking past your bestfriend. Your crush. Your cousins. Everyone you love. Then you just break down crying. You run as fast as you can to your locker. You walk past everyone who thought you were tough crying. Teachers. Friends. Family. Students. The first time you e ever cried in front of that many people. Your limping with a swollen knee, a sharp pain in your side, a busted lip. During gym you disappointed your whole team because you couldn't make those shots. People think of you as "There spirit" "Positive". All of these amazing titles and you couldn't even help yourself. You ran away from all of your feelings because you were afraid of this situation. Do you know how that feels?