-----------  Guys, writing this killed me. I cried at least three times while writing it.

Side Note; I. Don't. Like. Claude. I litterally want to take Grell's chainsaw (can't remember the fucking name for some reason -_-) and shove it up his ass and knock his teeth out. *Smiles and laughs like Alois*

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*Alois's P.O.V.*
*Time; 9:00 A.M (Its the next day)*

I woke up and stretched, thankful for the morning light. I've always hated the dark and the bad things that come with it. I shivered. I'd rather not think about that.

Before I could even wonder where Claude was, he walked in.

"Your Highness, it's time to get dressed for the day." Claude walked over and sat my clothing upon the bed. I scooted over to the edge of the bed to let him dress me. I stared off into the distance and daydreamed while he dressed me.

"Maybe Ciel will have breakfast with me today! *giggles internally* I wonder what he looks like when he wakes up before getting dressed in his day clothes. *giggles again* His hair probably sticks up in some spots." I giggled out loud this time, still thinking of Ciel.

Claude struck me across the face, officially stopping my train of thought. "I'd rather if you didn't act like such a freak in front of me." He said, sneering and walking out of the room.

I gripped the bed sheets as tears began to fall down my cheeks. "Why....Why do I have to be this way?!!" I covered my hands with my face and sobbed. Claude has beaten me nearly everyday since the day I have started...having feelings for Ciel.

He tells me that I'm just a mistake and that I'm a dirty whore or a freak. I tried to change but the....thoughts are still there. My feelings for Ciel are still there.

I tried telling Claude that but....He just beats me even worse when I try to justify myself. In the end I've just had to deal with the beatings. 

I wipe my eyes and walk downstairs. I saw Ciel standing in a corner of the room. I faked a bright smile at him. "Good morning, Ciel. Did you sleep well?"

He yawned and rolled his shoulders. "Yes, I slept well. Good morning to you also, Alois."

I giggled at his cuteness. "Are you hungry?"

As if it were answering my question, his stomach growled quietly. He blushed slightly and nodded.

"Lets go have breakfast then!" I say, grabbing his hand and leading him to the dining room.

I sat down and told Ciel to sit next to me, just as Claude walked in and brought in our breakfast. I bite the inside of my cheek when he walked past me to set my plate down. I really didn't want Ciel to see me so vulnerable. Especially if it was because of my butler.

Claude walked out of the room and Ciel and I ate our breakfast. Once we were finished I looked at him and grinned, "Wanna play some chess?" It was obvious that he liked chess.

His face lit up a little bit. "Sure, that sounds good." I giggled at him and led him to a random room. Surprisingly a chess board was in there, all set up. I shrugged it off and sat down on one of the chairs. Ciel sat down himself and looked at me. I nodded and pulled my chair up to the chess board. This was going to be fun.

*After Multiple Rounds Of Chess*

I sighed and moved away from the chess board. After nearly five rounds of chess, I had only won one, (by accident) and Ciel had won the other four. I pouted and played with a tuft of my hair.

(A/N; I have no idea if Alois is good at chess or not I just uh mehh *bashes head against the wall*)

I looked up at Ciel, he was smirking at me and leaning back in his chair. "Seems I've  won again, Trancy."

I leaned down in my chair and sighed. "I'm bloody horrible at this game."

He shrugged his shoulders. "Not really. I actually had to try when we played, so you're a lot better than nearly all of the people I've played chess with."

I giggled and raised an eyebrow. "Ciel Phantomhive complementing me? This has to be a dream of some sort."

He rolled his eyes and there was a small, soft smile on his face. "This definitely isn't a dream, Alois."

I blushed and my eyes widened. His attitude changed so suddenly. I looked at his beautiful expression, bit my lip, and stood up. "If this really isn't a dream, Ciel," I walked over to him and leaned in close, whispering, "Then I finally have the chance to do this for real."

I closed the space between us and I kissed him. As his soft, pale lips were pressed against mine, my mind entered a state of euphoria. I pulled away, licked my lips, and looked at Ciel's expression. I suddenly felt guilt eat away at me when I saw his shocked face.

"O-Oh no he hated it! He hates me now...He p-probably thinks that I'm a whore now, just like Claude does. How could I ever think that he would love me back? I'm nowhere near good enough!" Tears streamed down my face as thoughts of regret filled my head.

"I-I'm sorry!!" I said, running out of the room and into mine. I punched the wall, kicked my wardrobe, and bashed my head on the wall.  "Idiot, Idiot, Idiot, Idiot, Idiot, Idiot, Idiot!!! I'm such a fucking fool!!" I buried my face into the pillows on my bed and curled up into a ball.

"Why must I ruin everything?"