Thanks for reading my book, loves! <3

Here's another update for you guys!

Warning for you guys: Self-harm is included in this chapter. Sorry for not saying earlier.

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*Ciel's P.O.V.*

I do hope Alois is alright after yesterday's...events.

I shook my head and sighed at the thought.

"Young Master?" Asked Sebastian.

I rose an eyebrow at him in reply.

"Something seems to be troubling you." Sebastian said, knowingly glancing up at me as he buttoned my shirt.

I tsked and glanced away from my butler, irritated. "Is someone actually concerned for me?" I smirked but waved my hand, dismissing the subject.

Sebastian rose an eyebrow at his young master, but kept dressing him none of the less.

*Alois' P.O.V.*

As soon as Ciel walked out of my room with his butler, I sighed and sat back down upon my bed.

Reaching up and rubbing my face, I recalled yesterday's events. Claude's words still rang in my head.

You liked that, didn't you. Fucking disgusting. If you're going to act like a whore, you're going to get treated like one.

I pulled my knees to my chest, letting out a choked sob. I buried my head behind my knees, hiding the streams of tears falling down my face.

I glanced towards my blade case. It's been about a week since I've...

I reached over and grabbed the case, opening it and grabbing one of the small blades. Rolling up one of my sleeves, I pressed the blade into my skin, feeling it pierce through. I kept this up until my left arm was completely bloody, and as I was about to do the same to the left, Hannah walked in.

"Your Highness, I-" She stopped herself, seeing the state I was in, left arm bloody and tears still slowly falling down my cheeks. She sighed softly and walked over to me, gently taking the blade out of my hand.

"Lets get you cleaned up, Your Highness..." She said to me, smiling softly and walking out of the room, only to return with bandages, clothing, water, and a cloth.

She dipped the cloth into the water, gently wiping off the blood on my arm. She wrapped it in bandages, the bleeding had practically stopped by now.

"There you go, Your Highness, should be all better now." She smiled sweetly at me as she began to dress me for the day.

I smiled weakly at her without looking up from the floor, not saying a word.

She smiled again at me and kissed my forehead, then tied the bow around my neck and proceeded towards the door.

"I shall go help Young Lord Ciel's butler with breakfast. I shall call you when it is ready." She said, smiling once more and walking out of the room.

Sitting on the edge of my bed, I took a deep breath in and calmed myself.

Let's go talk to Ciel then.