Sorry I haven't updated in a couple of days my family and I went on a trip to visit some friends in another state and I didn't have a computer to type it up. I'll try to update sooner but I can't tomorrow since that's my birthday. And I''m sorry I've been a procatinating, no seriously I've been on the website procatinator it's so distracting. And thank you Alexa the Author (sparkoftherebellion) for the idea for this chapter. 

I do not own Star Wars Rebels or the plot to Marvel Agents of Shield or plot If I Stay 
(sorry if I mess up anything relating to If I Stay, I have not seen the movie yet)

Kanan's POV

It has been a couple days now since the accident and Ezra still hasn't woken up. Hera has been checking up on Ezra every 10 minutes.

"Hera, why don't you get some rest. You've been fussing over Ezra nonstop for days straight." I followed Hera into the med bay and stood next to her while she was checking Ezra's vitals.

"I know, but I'm just worried about him."

"I know, we all are, and were starting to worry about you. You've only been here tending to Ezra or in the cockpit flying the ship." I I turn Hera so she was looking at me.

"I'm sorry I've been worrying you guys, but...." Hera trailed off refusing to look me in the eye.

"Hera is there something wrong?" I can sense there's something making Hera nervous, uncomfortable, and somehow there was a feeling of being neglected.

"It's Ezra, since he was without oxygen for a long period of time..." Hera trailed off again.

"Hera what is it?" I put my hand on her shoulder to comfort her. Hera sighs then begins to talk again.

"Since he was under water without oxygen for who knows how long... it caused him some brain damage."I couldn't believe what I was hearing. Why? Why did this all have to happen to Ezra? He doesn't deserve any of this.

Ezra's POV

I have no idea what's going on, one minute I'm drowning, the next I'm watching Kanan pulling my body out of the water. I can feel a pressure on my chest as Hera does CPR on me. What is going on? Am I dying?

"Kanan!" I try to get his attention, any ones attention. What is happening to me? Why can't they see or hear me? Why? Why do things like this always happen to me! What have I done to deserve this?!?

I follow them back into the Ghost before I could get left behind. I then follow Hera as she takes my body to the med bay.

I lean up against the wall and watch Hera hook up... um... I can't remember the word, but she hooked something up to my arm.

It has been a couple days and I'm still... unnoticed, that's not the word but I don't care right now. I just want to know what's going on! I don't hold back my tears, what would be the point? No one could see or hear me. I slide down the wall and cover my eye's with my hands. I look up as Hera and Kanan walk into the room, I don't pay much attention to them until I hear Hera say something I could never forget.

"Since he was under water without oxygen for who knows how long... it caused him some brain damage."

I couldn't believe what I was hearing, I-I have brain damage.

"WHY!" I start wailing  loudly. Why! Why does everything bad happen to me! i curl up into a ball and sob quietly.

"Why...why?" I quietly say between sobs.

Feel free to comment on any mistakes or if you have any ideas for a future chapter. Happy New Year!  Peace!