Finally a first chapter that I am proud of! 1 chapter revised a lot more to go!

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Ezra's POV

I could see the disappointment on Kanan's face when we found out that Jedi Master Luminara was dead. I know he really wanted to get rid of me, who would want someone like me? I'm an unteachable street rat. I hung my head low as we walked back to the ghost, once we arrived, I headed straight to my room, I needed time to think.

Kanan's POV

I let out a deep sigh as I watched Ezra head towards his room.He had his head hung low. I can tell by a nagging feeling in the back of my head that something isn't right. But I need some alone time first to clear my mind of what had happened.

I slowly dragged my feet all the way to my room;the feeling in the back of my mind was getting stronger. I wish it would go away. I need to clear my mind and meditate for a while. I sat down, took in a deep breath and slowly closed my eyes.

After what seemed like only minutes of meditating, I open my eyes. I turn my head and look up at my holoclock, wow, it's starting to get late. I might as well go see Hera now. I slowly got up and headed to the cockpit.

"Master Luminara?" I sighed and looked away. I'll have to meditate again after this.

"Gone." There was no emotion in my voice.

"Hows Ezra taking it?" Hera asks walking towards me. She puts her hand on my shoulder in a caring manner.

"Not as bad as I am. I guess he's stuck with me for now."

"Oh come on Kanan it can't be that bad, you're a great teacher." Hera says smiling while playfully patting my shoulder.

"I guess i should go talk to him about his training" I sighed, getting up heading towards Ezra's and Zeb's shared room.

I walked into the room to see Ezra missing. I frowned as. I headed to where Zeb and Sabine were. They were "chilling", as the kids nowadays would call it, in the common room. Since Ezra is probably with them. As I entered a sudden wave of fear washed over me as I saw no sign of Ezra.

"Have any of you seen Ezra?" I asked trying not to sound panicked.
" No, haven't seen him. He might be with Hera." Zeb answered. He got up and stretched before heading towards his room.

"Might as well get some sleep before the kid comes back."Zeb looked back and said with chopper now close behind and bumping into him every few steps.

"Hm," I rub my beard while heading back to the cockpit. Maybe he was with Hera and I'm just overreacting. Yeah, he could have slipped in there after I left.

When I entered, I lost it, Ezra isn't there either. I try to trace his force signature. I couldn't feel anything. He wasn't on this ship.

" Kanan what's wrong?" Hera asks. She has a concerned look on her face as she ushers me to sit down.

"He's gone" My voice deep end with sadness. How could I have let this happen! If only I wasn't so foolish and selfish; I knew something was wrong with Ezra yet I insisted on dealing with my needs first.

I am a terrible master.

Ezra's POV

I arrived at my shared room. Thankfully Zeb didn't come in. I needed some time by myself to think. I lied down on my bed roll, took a deep breath, and closed my eyes.

nuisance

unteachable

waste of space

These words echoed in my head. They were repeating themselves over and over like a motto.

But, these words were true. That's all I was, I was useless. I couldn't do anything. I'm a nuisance, I just a bother to everyone here! I should never have gone with them. I'm just a waste of space, without me The Ghost wouldn't be so crowded. Zeb would sleep peacefully, Sabine wouldn't be annoyed by me talking to her, Hera wouldn't have to care for me when I did something stupid, and Kanan wouldn't have to deal with me, an unteachable nuisance.

So, I'll do everyone a favor. To Kanan it would be an even bigger one.

Hope you enjoyed the revised first chapter! Feel free to comment on any mistakes this chapter might have.Peace!