Phils pov

  I don't know why, I just feel I'm better off,
Staying in the same room I was born in,
I look outside, and see a whole world better off,
Without me in it trying to transform it

Staying in the same room I was born in,
I look outside, and see a whole world better off,
Without me in it trying to transform it

I feel as if I was born for no reason no matter how hard I try I'm never going to be able to make the world a better place. There is no reason for my existence im just here.

  You are out of my mind, you aren't seeing my side,
You waste all this time trying to get to me,
But you are out of my mind

My demons are trying to get to me they keep trying to break through the walls I set but today I'm not going to let them.

  Listen, I know this one's a contradiction because of how happy it sounds,
But the lyrics are so down,
It's OK though, because it represents, wait better yet, it is,
Who I feel I am right now

I sound happy on the outside but on the inside im sad.

  Heard you say, "Not today."
Tore the curtains down, windows open now, make a sound,
Heard your voice, "There's no choice."
Tore the curtains down, windows open now, make a noise  

My demons keep trying to get to me but for today I'm not going to let them for today I'm going to be free.

  Don't you test me though, just because I play the piano,
Doesn't mean I am not willing to take you down, I'm sorry

I'm going to have to take my demons down I'm going to have to fight I'm going to have to be strong.

I'm, I'm out of my mind, I'm not seeing things right,
I waste all this time trying to run from you,
But I'm, I'm out of my mind.

I wake up and I'm in a hospital room. the doctor tells me that I have schizophrenia and that I have been seeing things and telling them to go away. I  look to my side and see Dan, the doctor tells me he's the one who brought me here and that he is going to have to keep a close eye on me to make sure im okay. The doctor quickly writes down a pill prescription and leaves the room.

Once the doctor leaves I look to dan and say "all this time I have been trying to run away from my demons when in reality I am my demons"

"It's okay Phil you're not alone im here and im going to take care of you" Dan says while taking my hand in his