Another boring day. I was at school, busy looking outside the window. I can't focus on class. I have to distract my mind from what is happening this past few days. 

I am now on my last year, and in just a few months, I am going to say bye to this school, and work with my brother, Park Jimin. He's a police officer. I want to be like him and work with him also. 

It's just that, both of us don't talk too much, we're very distant and I seldom see him at the house. Ever since our parents died, our relationship as siblings grew apart. We also have 2 younger siblings, Minty and Alec. They're still 5 years old and they're twins. My parents died in a car crash last year. Jimin oppa has become so cold because of that. 

It also kills me inside. There's only the four of us now but our older brother won't even come near us. 

"Miss Park, are you listening?" the teacher call my attention. I nodded and sighed. 

Our class has finished and my friend Sojung poked me. I looked at her confused. 

"What?" I asked. 

"You okay? You seem lost earlier. Tell me what's bothering you, maybe I can help." 

This is Sojung. My best friend. She has been my friend for the past 3 years and we're taking the same course, Culinary Arts. I don't know why I took this course, in the end I want to be a police officer, my course is related to cooking, not to fight and shoot bad people. 

"I am fine. I was just thinking about something Sojung-ah." I said and whispered. 

"Let's eat!" she said. I nodded. 

"You take care of our food Sojung-ah, I'll pay for it." I said and grabbed my phone. 

"Ah, this is one of the reason why I really love you huhu. Wait here." she said and left. I shook my head and chuckled. 

The food came and Sojung ordered, a lot. 

"Wow, you're not hungry, aren't you?" I sarcastically asked. 

"I am, and since it's free, I bought a lot. You seldom treat me you know." she said and smiled. "Ah, feel so good to have a rich friend." she said. I laughed. 

"You're also rich." I exclaimed. 

"Not as rich as you." she said as she stick her tongue out. I shook my head and we continued eating and chit chatting. 

Sojung posted a picture of me, I chuckled. This girl. 

I was walking outside the school, it's already 6 in the evening, I still need to buy food for my siblings. A guy wearing a hoodie approached me. He stinks that's why I step back, but he grabbed my hands and made me face him. 

"What do you want?" I asked him coldly. 

"Hand me your phone." he said. He is drunk!

"Let go of me you fcker!" I said with a deep voice. He laughed. 

"You strong huh?" he sarcastically said. I sighed and punch him on his face. 

"When I tell you to stop, stop it." I said coldly. A car beeped in front of us and the guy suddenly stood up.

It was my brother's car.

Jimin went out from his car. The guy looked at him.

"Who are you?" He asked. Jimin just looked at him straight and then looked at me. I rolled my eyes. What is he even doing here?

"You better leave." Jimin said. The guy laughed and shook his head.

"Who are you to tell me that?"

"Why won't you just leave?" I asked the guy. Jimin looked at me, as if telling me shut up.

"Get inside the car." Jimin told me but I just shook my head and crossed my arms. "Tss. Stubborn. I said get inside."

I have no choice but to say yes. But before I went to his car, I punched the guy for the last time and went to the car directly.

I didn't went inside, I just stood up there, watching them.

"I'm a police officer. My team are on their way to get you." He said. I got confused.

"Why would I believe you?" The drunk guy said and laughed.

Moments later, a loud siren was heard. It was the police. I saw the guy was shocked and was about to get away when Jimin kicked his legs and he's now on the ground, wincing in pain.

"Deserved." I whispered and smiled. Ah, my brother is really cool!

"Take him. He's bothering my sister." He said. I smiled. His team nodded.

"I-I didn't do anything!" The guy tried to get away but they're strong.

"Explain yourself in the office sir." the other guy told him, I can't see their faces clearly because of the dark. "We're going now Jimin." He said.

I went inside his car and sat there quietly. Minutes later, Jimin went inside and was too quiet. I'm at the back sitting.

"Am I your driver?" He asked me. I shook my head.

"Nope. My brother." I said. His eyebrows lift.

"Sit here." He said. I rolled my eyes and nodded. I went in the passenger seat and was quiet.

"Thank you," I whispered.

"Tss. Why are you there in the first place?"

"I was walking home obviously." I said back. He was glaring at me.

"You could've take a cab, not walk. It's already dark, bad guys are everywhere!" he replied. His voice was angry.

"Why are you mad? I can defend myself, didn't you saw what I did to him earlier? I punched him, he was just too annoying!" I exclaimed.

"Still! You're a girl and he can do anything to you. You said you want to be like me but you can't even defend yourself." He said. I sarcastically laughed.

"What? Are you downgrading my capabilities as a woman huh?" I asked him. He was quiet at that. "We can do what you can do also, so stop belittling me!" I yelled and looked away.

Calm down Yerin-ah. No! I just can't! This guy is getting in my nerves! How can he say that?

"Just drive me to the nearest fast food, I'm going to buy foods for my siblings." I emphasized the word 'my'. He sighed and drove the car.

When we arrived, I immediately went down and closed the car door loudly. I'm mad.

I bought foods for us and some necessities we can use.

I went back to the car and saw him outside, smoking. I shook my head.

He'll die early if he always do that. I hate the smell of that fcking thing!

"Let's go." I said. He nodded and throw his cigarette. I rolled my eyes.

We arrived at the house, I opened the door and was about to leave when he talked.

"I'm sorry." He whispered. I looked at him as I raised an eyebrow.

"For what?" I asked.

"I should be with my siblings, but I choose to be far from you. J-just give me time, I'll come back to you guys after that." He said. Why is he suddenly saying this?

"You better be, I can't take it everytime they cry because of you. I'm going." I said and left him.

I just don't understand Jimin.