Trigger warning: May contain cult related along with Religious Trauma themes. Read at your own risk.

You have been warned.....

The first thing I did was get in my covers and off to bed I was, thinking nothing in particular and just wanting to go to sleep because I was training like crazy today. Now, I ended up in this very weird room, dark and lit with candles.

I don't know if I know this place, it just seems so, familiar. Anyways, I'm not dumb, this is a dream after all. Nothing special, just borderline creepy.

"W-W-AHHHH!!" Wait, was that a baby? Why would a BABY be here!?

I saw the baby's parents. The mom had a cascade of wavy black hair with emerald green eyes. The dad had a brown hair with a buzz cut along with dark brown eyes. I wonder, why do they look so Familiar?

Never mind that, I need to get the hell out of here. Now, how tho? Should I slap myself or spin-spin-spin till I see the sun or what...I'm clearly running out of ideas here! But out of weird curiosity I want to see this child, comfort it even. Why I am THINKING THIS? *sigh*

I went to look, and holy s* did I just see what I didn't want to see, it was

Me.....

T-this! THIS IS WHERE I WAS BORN!

MYSELF-

But WHY ?

Why was a transported to my birth, look I didn't want to be born into some Cult shit type of way, I wanted to be normal, BUT NO! Ugh, never mind that, I need to wake up and get out of this dream immediately.

So the dumbass I am (Guess the Hizashi brothers rubbed on me, especially Hyuga) I decided to run my head into the nearby wall and hit myself. Solid. Right? Better late than anything right. As I look at my- I -I MEAN THE BABY, Yeah. My Legs took me as far as they could run and I put head first to the wall and woke up.
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"Lain! Lain!"

What the heck, is that Shu? I stood right up and saw my teacher sighing in relief while carrying, a breakfast table as far as my blurred eyes could tell cause I woke up a little too fast. I turned my head to face the Albino, he seemed worried, I ask him in a concerned yet me tone,

"Are you alright Shu-sensei? You don't seem at ease yet."

He replied

"I was gonna wake you up this morning to give you your breakfast since you've been training real hard this past week. When I entered the room you were moving around in a panicked way. Of course as my job as a teacher I tried to wake you up, instead you pushed me away, and well, you woke up like some bad happened..."

So that's what happened.

"I apologize for what I did, I didn't mean it Sensei..."

"It's alright Lain, I knew you didn't mean it! But something tells me something up." he spoke out

My body moves to a Criss-Cross position while my head is lowered down. Not making contact with Shu, I wanted to tell him everything but I vowed myself to never tell anyone about what happened to me as a kid.

"I don't want to talk about it, it's personal you know?"

His normal sharp crimson eyes that were normally stern yet serious mellowed down with a " It's alright" type of look.

"I see, how about I leave you this food with you" as the Albino put down the bed-in-breakfast down,

"If you need to talk to someone, you can come to me. I'm off now."  Shu closed the room door leaving the expired grape alone.

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Along with Lain eating his pancakes with scramble eggs and orange juice he wonders,

Why was I there?

Was I suppose to go back to were I came from?

I cant show my face after what I did to everyone.

I will NEVER  go back to the place that hated me just cause I existed.

I will never, EVER leave this place that took me so far to sacrifice everything, my teacher, friends and Harry. (Which he's sleeping atm)

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THE END.

I hope you liked this very weird fanfic of mine? I headcannon that Lain has religious trauma because I have it. Honestly that expired grape looks like the person who secretly has it.

Thank you for reading this monstrosity that I made, as always

"Stay safe and wear a mask, love y'all ❤️!"

ASTA LA VISTA BABY

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