You told me you'd go out with me till you find someone. We went out for one year.

You told me you found someone. That wasn't suppose to happen. I was suppose to make you fall in love with me.

But if I can't have you. No one can..

How many times? How many times did Jimin call? At 3am? How many times did Jimin go out on dates while they were "dating"?

He'd said how much he loves him. But Namjoon knew better. He knew all those words were lies.

Caressing the farmed picture of Jimin Namjoon sat in bed frowning.

"How'd you slip right through my fingers"?

Walking into the cold air Namjoon looked at the lights. It shined like the stars. Just like Jimin. Quickly looking away he continued his path to who knows where. He just knew he had to get his head off things. One of them including

"boy who's name I cannot say".

"Namjoon..don't act like that".. Frowning -insert that j boy's name here- put his hand in Namjoon shoulder. "No hard feelings"?

Yes hard feelings.

"Whatever..bye".

"Why won't you say my name"!

"Okay. Bye finger licking pussy ass bitch".

Running after that Namjoon sat on the rooftop. Looking at the blue sky Namjoon reached his hand out. "You were always so far...I never had a chance in the first place"..