~Los Angeles,

•05/30 {Tuesday, 1:15 P.M}

~*~ Dorian ~*~

It'd been five whole days since Docia and I told each other our stories and things were fortunately not weird between us. I think it got us closer more than anything else. It really put our trust for each other on an another level.

Words couldn't explain how happy I was that she didn't freak out when I told her that I killed my own father. She was actually understanding and said that she would've done the same if she was me, what comfort me and made her look more beautiful to my eyes.

Yeah, for some people our relationship would seem so weird, but that type of things can't be controlled. The universe linked us, God made us meet for a reason and who were we to get in the middle of this ? We might seem crazy to still mess with each other since we found out crazy parts about our past, but that day made it just clear that we were somewhat meant to be. If it was another girl, she wouldn't have reacted the same way and would've ran far away from me, but Docia was just that special woman I got the chance to have in my life.

I really felt like a very huge weight got off both of my shoulders. I felt lighter and better in my own shoes. I felt like I could totally be myself with Docia now. There was nothing left to hide. I was completely being honest with her now and it was great.

"So, are y'all excited to graduate ? " I asked the twins as we were shopping for the baby. Suzanne was now seven months and got bigger since the last time I'd seen her, what wasn't that long ago. Or maybe it was ? But I was really shocked when she opened the door this morning. On some days, I still thought that this whole pregnancy was a joke, but then I was hit with reality once again and realized that my little cousin wasn't a little girl anymore and was really about to have a baby in a couple of months.

A mother.

My baby cousin was going to be a mother in July. It was still unbelievable. If someone told this two years ago, I wouldn't have believed them, but it was now happening. I knew she was going to be a good mom though. I could already see some little changes in her and that she matured a little too. I met her boyfriend and it seemed like a cool guy and plus he was helping Suzanne a lot, but I was still keeping close eyes on him though. Just one, one wrong move and I will kill this boy.

"Yes, finally ! I can't wait. I want to get out of there and be done with high school for good. I'm two seconds away to slap some people in there. We just have the exams left and then adiós amigos." Su answered and I playfully shook my head at her. That's exactly how RJ and I were feeling at the end of our Senior year.

"And how was prom ? "

"It was alright, well actually  a little wack until we got to the after party and oh boy it was LIT ! "

I raised my brow, "You went to this too ? " I asked Suzanne and she gave me a bitch face, what caused me to laugh.

"C'mon now ! Who do you think I am ? I'm not crazy ! De'Ontae and I didn't go to prom, instead we had a cute little date and it was great." She beamed while rubbing her belly.

"What are y'all gonna do once the baby will be there ? Move in together ? "

She shrugged, "We're not sure yet. We don't really want to move in together just because of the baby, but at the same time, it might be easier. We thought that at first it'll be good to still live at our parents' house and then if we feel like it'll be best for us to move in, we'll do it."

"So, he's not going to college ? "

She shook her head, "Not this year at least. He found a job and he's working with his grandpa now to get us some money. I have my heritages in case and I think once the baby will be around five months, I'll go find a job. That's what we're gonna do and we're gonna see if it'll be possible for us to start college next fall. Mom, dad and his mom told us that they'll help us as much as possible."

"I'll help too."

"Yeah, me three." Su smiled, "I'm so proud of you. You matured a lot those past few months. You're becoming a real woman."

"I don't really have the choice though. I have to mature for the baby. De'Ontae and I have to do this. I'm still scared though. I don't want to mess up something. I really hope I'll do my best."

"You'll do ! " Su and I said in unison.

"You're showing it right now. You already have everything ready, you have a plan and you go to those classes and all. It'll be alright, you'll be alright. And the baby daddy is doing his part goodly too. Everybody will be just fine." I reassured her and put my arm around her shoulders.

"Thanks you two for being there for me since the very beginning. Thank you so much. I don't think I'll come this far into this without you two guys. I'm really grateful for y'all."

Su and I pouted, "Are you trying to make us cry ? Why are you being emotional ? " Su questioned, wiping away fake tears.

"You don't have to thank us, we are family." I started to sing while dancing and the twins happily joined me.

"I got all my sisters with me."

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After baby shopping all afternoon with my cousins, I dropped them home and then went to Docia's since we were having a movie night. We didn't see each other since five days, but talked a lot. We were at least calling and face timing three to four times per day. And we were messaging too.

More I was thinking about our relationship and more I could actually see myself being with this woman for the rest of my life. She was making me feel a certain way and she was surely one of the best things that ever happened to me. Funny how everything began though, but now we were here and ready to go further. We weren't stopping there. That's why we had to make it official, but I didn't want to just ask her to be my girl, I wanted to do something special for her. She deserved it.

I talked about it with the twins and they gave me some cool ideas. I wasn't sure on what I wanted to do just yet, but we were going to meet up again to organise everything. We were also going to discuss a plan for RJ's proposal since he asked our help for this. Lani had absolutely no idea about all of that, what was great.

"I haven't Doritos and I ain't sorry." She told me as we sat on the couch. I gave her a straight face and groaned. I really wanted to eat those and she knew damn well that they were some of my favorites. Well, at least she had some Cheetos, so I guess I was going to be happy with just that.

"I don't know if I still like Queen B after this album. Got y'all females acting like pure savages. I did nothing to be treated this way. I have emotions too."

"Oh poor baby." She pinched my right cheek and I slightly slapped her hand, so she could let it go. It was actually hurting a bit.

I rubbed my cheek, "Monster."

She kissed my cheek, "So, what do you want to watch ? "

"Space Jam."

She rolled her eyes while sighing, "Again ? Can we not tonight ? "

"It's my fav' movie and you know it. Plus, you asked me and I chose, so now we're watching this." It was crazy how many times I could watch this movie and I was never getting tired of it.

"Then you already know that I'm going to fall asleep in the middle of the movie. I have so many movies and you want to watch this one, again. Again, really ? "

"Yeah, really. Now put it on. I can give you a foot massage."

She narrowed her eyes at me, "Seriously ? "

"Yes. Come here." I grabbed one feet and placed it on my lap, "Before I pull off the socks. Is it stinking ? And you better have gone and gotten that pedicure. Don't make me throw tonight, I do not have the time for this."

"It's okay. I take care of myself. See, my skin is smooth and beautiful. And I always smell wonderfully. So, I don't understand why you're even asking me that." She rolled her eyes.

I chuckled, "I love getting on your last nerves, it's my hobby."

"You're gonna find another hobby on your way to the hospital. Believe that." I took off her socks and began to rub one of her feet. She almost instantly threw her head back, letting me know that she was enjoying the massage.

I grinned, "I know, I'm a pro."

"Shit, I'm not even going to argue with you on this point. It feels really good. Thanks so much. It's so relaxing."

After the foot massage, I proceeded with a back massage and Docia was still appreciating the treatment. I'm not going to lie though, the little moans that were getting out of her mouth were very pleasing to hear and they were giving me some ideas.

I hadn't been intimate with a woman for months and my body was letting me know that it was time for me to release some frustration, but the thing is that I didn't want to rush Docia and myself into this. I could still be patient. After all, I'd been celibate for seven years. Then I had that one thing with Rita, but it was really nothing. So yeah, Docia was going to be the first woman with whom I'll be sleeping since I got out of prison actually.

That let you know how bad that Rita chick was.

I couldn't wait to explore Docia's body though.

I knew it was going to be amazing. She didn't lie, her skin was very smooth and beautiful, so I already knew that it'll be awesome to touch and kiss everything. I was going to pay attention to every part, every little detail of her body and show my appreciation.

"Did you hear me ? "

"What ? " I got out of my trance, "Uh, what ? What were you saying ? "

"Are you free this Friday ? We can go to the club or something."

"The club ? " I cleared my throat. I was still not ready to go there. I at least needed to wait until the end of my probation; but I couldn't go too hard on the first night though. I hadn't drink nor smoke --well have any kind of fun of this type-- for years. I couldn't just go right back on it like that.

"Oh ! Damn, I'm so stupid. Sorry, I forgot that you're still on probation. When are you done with it ? It's soon, right ? "

I looked down at her naked back and my breath began to speed up. She wasn't wearing a bra and my hands were so tempted to go and touch her boobs. I licked my lips, slowly laid on top of her and kissed tenderly the side of her neck. I started with one kiss, then three others followed and I ended by pecking her lips.

She turned under me and we were now facing. A tense silence settled down between us before she wrapped her arms around my neck, pulled my face closer and we then shared a passionate kiss, that soon became a make out session as our tongues were dancing together, to their own rhythm.

My hands soon began to wander as I delicately caressed her skin. We pulled away to catch back our breath and one of my hands found it's way to her short and cautiously unbuttoned it, then slowly went into her panties.

She held her breath as our lips brushed against one another and my hand went to work. She closed her eyes and bit on her bottom lip while I lowered myself to get access to her neck.

"Oh shiiiit...Do-" She let escape a long moan, "Don't stop this."

"I won't." I answered as I began to go lower with my lips. I was now at her stomach and soon I was making my way to join my hand. When I arrived to the entrance of the sanctuary, I looked up at her and we made a tense eye contact, then she finally nodded her head, approving what I was about to do.

I gently pulled her short and panties off. I massaged her pearl at first, admiring it. Yes, it was that beautiful. Understand me, I hadn't been in contact with a woman this way since seven, almost eight years. I forgot how magnificent a woman's body could be. But Docia was the most beauteous body I'd ever seen.

She was just glamorous, a pure beauty.

"Can you spread your legs for me, please baby ? " I demanded and she did as I said. I licked my lips before to lick her treasure with passion. It was like I'd been starving her forever and now I was finally able to eat and I was going to devour everything. Nothing was being left.

"Oh Lord ! " She exclaimed, what encouraged me to continue to please my woman. She tasted so deliciously. She was sure feeding her man correctly.

The food was on point.

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A/N: So, what are your thoughts about this chapter ? By the way, we're almost at the end of the book. Lmao I've been saying this since three months now 😩😂😂 I'm trying to give y'all a longer chapter next time though.

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