Every day I keep pretending
that I am okay but I know I'm not,
I know I should just say it,
but deep inside I am so afraid...

I am Afraid to feel,
I am Afraid to admit it,
I am Afraid to fail,
I am Afraid to say it,

I am afraid of my own mind,
From my own thoughts, I feel
so deprived,

I am scared, I am petrified,
You will never understand,
For you what goes in my own head,
is delusional and unjustified,

Am I crazy? Am I insane?
I fell so out of place, it was like the world is this beautiful white dress and I'm the disgusting stain,

Will I ever get out of my hiding shell? Will I ever be free of the pain?
I'm trapped in my own
mercilessly hell,
A place of torture where screaming
for help is in vain,
and from believing in being saved
I have to abstain,

They tell you that one day,
A prince charming would come to your rescue and gracefully
save you
Or that the bravest Knight would
take you away,
But those tales are not true...

The truth is, there's no
prince charming,
There's no white horse or
brave Knight,
There's only one person who can stop all this vicious harming,
There's only one person that can stop all those tormenting stabbings.

Yourself...
You will be scared to admit
that you are not right,
You will deny that
you need to be saved,
you keep saying that
everything is fine,
But that's just another lie...

Remember that in the purest darkness,
Someone will be looking
for you with a searchlight,
Can you see it?
You have to fight to reach that light,
Is that the Prince Charming or the bravest knight?
No, they aren't here, they aren't real,
That is just a lie...
Look closely because the bravest savior is someone you know,
You need to come closer, you need to come through,

Can you see it now?
The Saviour is...you!