I am sorry for hurting you,
Even when I tried not to.
I am sorry for all the pain,
But I promise you that none of it
was ever in vain.
I am sorry for lying to you,
Keep telling you, that you would pull through.
I am sorry for all the tears,
Throughout all those years.
I am sorry for the sleepless nights,
And all the painful sights.

I am truly sorry for being me,
Instead of what you could have been,
I am truly sorry for letting you hope,
And telling you to just cope
with all the sorrows and disappointments.
I am truly sorry for not loving you,
I tried but that was something
that I couldn't do.

Instead, I hated you...
I am truly sorry for all the heartbreak,
I wish I could fix my mistake.
I wish I could do more than apologize,
But all my attempts were demise,
My reflection to me was a despise
Little pieces of someone I can no
longer recognize,
Leaving me only with the darkest moments
I don't want your condolence
I don't need your sympathy

I just need you to forgive me.

Here's my apology to the girl that I'm yet to be...