They say home is where your heart is, but what about when my heart is so far from where I am? What if the person that makes me feel whole is not a part of my life?
That hug that I so many times need is replaced by total empty silence,
The strength that he gives me almost by magic just by merely causing my lips to smile and my cheeks to blush is also now the reason for my sad eyes and falling tears...
His veiled presence that makes everything alright even in the darkest days, the same hidden presence that even without knowing, would make most of my insecurities drift away.
All those times when I can't see anything beyond my pain and fears are entirely replaced by his
"I love you..." That makes me feel alright and makes me feel completely sane.
But what if everything will be just...gone? What if I lose my heart along the way?
How will I still be breathing if I lose the one person that makes me want to keep living?
How can I survive if who makes me feel okay is so far away?

How can a misplaced heart be still alive? I guess you can keep surviving, but the truth is I'm here but utterly dead inside...because my love is not by my side.

Thank you for reading ❤