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I walked back to my room feeling really sad, I wanted them to come back. I closed the door and broke down on the floor sobbing. "What's wrong with me? I was able to keep it together earlier but why am I crying now?" I asked myself. Somebody knocked on the door, I quickly got up and wiped my tears. "Come in!" I said, Caspian walked in with red puffy eyes. "Do you need something, Cas?" I asked, he held up a torch. But not the kind of torch we needed to light up, it was Edmund's torch! "I found this, and I was thinking if you wanted it since it belonged to Edmund." I hugged Caspian and thanked him. "It must be really hard for you to accept the fact that Susan won't be coming back..." I sobbed...

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That night I couldn't sleep, it was like the night that Lord Aslan was going to die on the stone table. I grabbed the torch and ran outside to the courtyard, Lord Aslam stood there as if he was waiting for me. "Good evening, Sir." I said. "Good evening, dear one." Lord Aslan replied, I walked closer to Lord Aslan to hug him. "It's okay, child. I'll be back very soon." He whispered. "Can't you stay just a day more?" I asked, Aslan shook his head and looked to the sky. "I have something to tend to, my Queen. I'll be back very soon." Lord Aslan walked away and disappeared into the distance. I stood there sadly, today was just not my day wasn't it?

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I got up the next day, I wasn't used to this kind of life. I cried almost everyday, I didn't eat, nor did I sleep. Caspian started to get really concerned about my health and my mental stability. "Are you okay, Aurora?" He would usually ask from the other side of the door. "I'm fine." I sniffled, this would go on everyday...

What do I do...?