"Cas!" I screamed as he collapsed.

His eyes fluttered shut. He was out. I didn't know what to do. I know I should go after Sam but at he same time I had to know what was going on with Cas.

Finally Gabe walked in. He didn't even seem to be phased by the fact that I was holding my brothers soulmate so close.

"Gabe! Please go after Sam. You have to make him to come back." He just stood there staring at his older brother.

"What happened?" He finally said, "is he okay? Is Cas okay?"

"He'll be okay I think." I looked down at his unmoving body. He was still breathing and I could handle holding him until Gabe brought Sam back.

When I looked back up Gabe was gone. He was out the front door before the bedroom door had even shut completely.

I focused back on Cas.

I just wanted to see his crystal blue eyes again. They were amazing. They just did something to me. Every time I saw them, I fell for him even more.

I pulled him against me tighter, hoping it would wake him up. But nothing happened. I breathed in his scent and held it inside me.

I felt tears threatening to spill. Before yesterday I didn't even think I had a soulmate, but then Cas stumbled into my life. I couldn't lose him, not right after I'd found him.

Now I debating calling for an ambulance. I looked down at Cas again. I waited for him to open his eyes and laugh, that all of it was a joke. But nothing happened.

I watched him for any signs of movement until I felt someone enter the room.

Gabe was standing there with Sam beside him.

"Sammy, I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry. I should have told you I'm sorry-" I couldn't stop apologizing. I couldn't lose Sammy too.

He raised his hands in the air and I stopped. "Dean it's fine. Gabe is uh, my actual soulmate!" I smiled slightly. Everything was going to be okay.

Then I started rambling, " Thank god! Because I think I'm starting to fall for Cas and it would be so awkward if you still wanted to get with him..."

Sam's eyes then flicked down and saw Cas's unconscious form in my arms. "Wait, what happened to Cas?!?"

Then Gabe launched into some story about some asshole of a chick who yelled at Cas so much he went into a coma for almost a week. Which is absolutely horrible. Then about how now he can't handle too much yelling from important people in his life because it could trigger a panic attack or another coma.

Gabe was still talking but I couldn't focus. I pulled Cas even closer and buried my head in his mop of hair. I couldn't let them see me cry.

There was some shouting and when I looked back up I saw Sam running back out of the apartment and Gabe saying something about watching Cas, so he could go after Sam.

Then the door shut and we were alone again.

"God dammit Cas." I whispered in his ear.

How could this be happening to me. I've never done anything wrong and now here I am with the love of my life, I think, comatose in my arms while my brother is who knows where.

I let out a shaky breath as I began to cry. I couldn't hold it in anymore. All I wanted was for Cas to hold me back, but who knows how long it would be until he even woke up. I tried to pull myself together.

I pulled away from Cas slightly. I just couldn't hold his body anymore. I stood up leaving my hands on his wrists to help put him in a comfortable position on the bed. My hands let go of his arms letting them flop down on the bed.

A small whimper escaped his mouth and his left hand grabbed my arm before going limp and falling back to the bed.

Within seconds he was back my arms, "Cas, hey. It me, it's Dean. Can you hear me? If you can please wake up, because I kind of need you right now."

I shook him slightly and I thought I saw his eyelids flutter but hey still remained closed.

"Okay listen Cas, I've only known you for like 36 hours but I think I'm falling in love with you so you can't crap out on me now okay." I sighed. "God, I can't believe I'm saying this, but I don't even know what to do without you. I think it's the soulmate thing but I just feel so lost right now. So please just wake up. Cas please wake up."

He shifted slightly, but I didn't notice through my racking sobs.

"Dean." He sounded so weak.

I gasped as he shifted in my arms, "Cas, hey, I'm here okay I'm here." He smiled up at me.

"Dean, did you mean that stuff?" I blushed at him.

"I uh didn't realize you could um hear all of that..." I said.

He sat up enough to press a gentle kiss to the tip of my nose, "I thought it was cute." Then he smiled a bright smile that made my insides melt.

"Fine, I'm adorable, but no more chick-flick moments okay." I smiled back at him wiping my tear streaked face.

We both laughed at my comment and I helped him sit up. He looked up into my eyes and I gazed back into his bright blue ones. I instantly felt better.

Our faces were only a few inches apart. My eyes flicked down to his lips and I saw him look to my lips. We both leaned in slightly until we were only centimeters apart.

Then Gabe and Sam burst into the room, worry wiping off their face when they saw Cas awake.

"Fucking cockblocks." I heard Cas say under his breath next to me.

Was up dudes. I'm back with another update for today. Feeling generous I guess. So enjoy the fluffy feels!! Vote, comment, cry, or do whatever I'm just here for your entertainment.