I want to imagine a world,
Where I meant the world to someone,
I wish that they'd look at me the same way I do to them,
I want them to see me like a star in the sky,
Or like the sun or the moon to lighten up their day,
And bring some hope to their life,
And be there whenever they needed me,
I want to be that special someone,
To fill in that empty feeling of mine Thats lingered for so long,
It hurts me and bruises me,
It's stuck in my heart,
With a vengeful pain that I can't get rid off,
I didn't do anything wrong,
I just wasn't worth enough,
I wasn't worth the money,
I wasn't worth the moon,
I wasn't worth the stars,
I wasn't worth the sun,
And I'll never be worth the universe,
The silent echoes of my throbbing pain,
Takes over and leaves me alone,
In a place in my mind that I cannot escape,
A trap I never thought of walking on,
I did Everything for you,
I tried to do Everything for you,
But my efforts weren't worth it,
Your smile, the twinkle in your eyes wasn't mine to see,
And I'm sorry so I'll leave,
I'll leave standing by the ocean,
With a knife, and the last breathe,
Thoughts eradicating until I do it,
I end those thoughts,
I end that mighty pain,
That stuck by me for so long,
Then both of us will be silent,
Silent in peace and harmony,
Something I always wanted but never got.