A Kiss

Jessica let Danny's lips rest on hers but then she suddenly shoved him off of her.

"What are you thinking? Why would you do that?" Jessica wipes off her lips and immediately feels guilty... she was guilty because Danny's kiss is something she hadn't received in a long time.

"You let me!" He raises his voice

"Don't do that! Stop!" She yells

"I'm sorry... I just-"

"You just what? You and your girlfriend break up so now you want me? You had your chance, daniel. Fifteen years and you blew it! You ruined it! You ruined our family, my trust for you, everything! You can't fix what you destroyed. I'm finally happy... if you 'love' me you'll let me be happy and leave me alone." Jessica tried her hardest to get her point across. Once she did she saw how upset Danny was.

At first when Danny left all Jessica wanted was him. But she had come such a long way and healed so much after all of the heartbreak he caused. Now, Danny was the last thing Jessica would ever want. He didn't deserve her.

He bowed his head. "Jessica, I messed up, I know... if I could go back-"

"Can it! Leave! Go! Don't come back!" She yells pointing to the door.

Danny nodded and left the kitchen. He was beside himself, embarrassed and ashamed. Jessica followed him out then slammed the door behind him as he left.

Now that he was gone Jessica felt so sick to her stomach. She had the sudden urge to puke. She dashed to the bathroom and kneeled onto the ground.

She was sick for a while but finally she was finished. She sat in the bathroom and sobbed. She didn't know why this sudden sadness and confusion hit her.

Jessica couldn't help but think about Sam... Jessica let Danny kiss her. She let the kiss go on until she realized it was wrong. Jessica couldn't keep this from Sam. She had to tell him. She knew he wouldn't be happy. She couldn't lie either.

//-//

It was later in the night. Jessica promised that she'd wait up for Sam, but she couldn't. She knew when she saw him she'd immediately have to tell him. Jessica just tried to calm down and rest after being sick and wait until morning.

Around midnight Sam and the kids were home. Jessica was still awake. She hoped that Sam would just go to bed and not wake her.

Jessica heard the bedroom door open. She quickly tensed up and closed her eyes.

Sam walked over to Jessica and kissed her forehead.

"I thought you were going to wait up for me?" He whispers

Jessica opens her eyes. "I'm sorry..." she says sitting up

Sam sits on the bed and takes her hand. "It's okay... I shouldn't have woken you. I just missed you." He chuckles. He leans in for a kiss but Jessica pushes him away.

Sam was taken back. Jessica never did such a thing.

"Jess, what was that for? Is something wrong?" He backs up and looks her directly in the eyes.

Jessica becomes nervous, then she begins to cry.

"Im so sorry, sam! I really am!" She cries

"Whoa, Jessica! What happened?" He says taking her hands.

"Danny... he came over and-"

Sam quickly stood up and broke away from Jessica. "Danny?"

Jessica covers her face. She hadn't even told him and Sam was already upset.

Jessica nods "He was upset so I let him in... then he starts rambling on about getting back together-"

"What?" Sam raises his voice and walks away

"Sam!" Jessica says trying to get him to come back.

Sam paces around the room grabbing onto his hair.

"Did you do it with him?" Sam asks suddenly

Jessica widens her eyes "No!"

"Then What happened? Did he hurt you?" Sam rushes back to Jessica.

"We kissed... it meant nothing but we kissed and-"

Sam's face went blank. He then moved away from Jessica, again. "Did you let him kiss you?"

Jessica didn't respond. She just sat their, frozen.

"Jessica! Did you let him?" He asks sternly

Jessica puts her head down and nods slowly. "Yes...." She whispers

Sam scoffs. He stands up and runs to the closet to get his things.

Sam was so angry. He was always jealous of Danny. He needed to leave.

"But I pushed him away after... it meant nothing. It was just a kiss. He was upset and I was taken back and-"

"It obviously did mean something! If it didn't you wouldn't be like this- a wreck. Why would you let him?" Sam swings open his drawers and throws in his clothes.

Jessica runs to Sam and tries to turn him around and stop him. He wouldn't budge. He kept a firm stance and continued packing.

"Just stop! It meant nothing... really. I'm just like this because I'm afraid of how you'd react."

"Not well Jessica, not well!" He says

"I know! I'm sorry! Don't run like this! It was a kiss! Sam..." Jessica begs as his bag gets bigger and bigger.

"A kiss Jessica. Danny had intentions that you knew about and you let him kiss you? But why? I've done so much for you... then you go hand have little sessions with your ex? What a stab in the back."

Jessica couldn't answer. She didn't know the answer.

"If you can give me a good excuse for why you let him kiss you I'll stay. I'm just so angry!"

"I don't know." Jessica says in a shaky tone

Sam shakes his head and continues on.

"I just need space. I need to go home."

"Sam, please don't leave! This is all being blown out of proportion." Jessica cries. She grabs onto him but he yanks his body away.

"Just let me be."

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