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after a couple of minutes of doing nothing, hoseok decided to text yoongi again. he didn't want to stop getting on contact with the idol. but he feels guilty, just because he had a disability, doesn't mean that he should get more attention.

it's not fair for other people who were a fan longer than him. he got to know how yoongi was doing everyday and other people are out there that yoongi doesn't even know they exist. hoseok puts himself in their place and feels bad.

hoseok sat down his phone. he decided to go to bed extremely early that day. he had to go to work the next day and he didn't want to wake up with dark circles and scare his patients. he never takes a vacation. he works everyday.

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