Leah's POV:

The boys had to go to a meeting with a few men from management this afternoon, and luckily they left a few minutes before I had to leave. I got dressed, making sure to dress in loose clothing, and combed my fingers through my hair so it didn't look so bad. I decided to leave it down today since it was a little chilly. I grabbed my purse and wallet before heading down stairs to the kitchen.

The other girls were in the living room watching Teen Mom 2 reruns on MTV. Mady was in the kitchen getting something. I went in there to tell her were I was going, but I didn't mention what.

"Hey where are you going?" She asked as she pulled the popcorn bowl from the microwave.

"I have to go to the doctor." I said and she nodded her head in understanding. I'm glade she didn't question me.

"Does anyone else know about, you know, the baby?" she whispered the last two words.

I nodded, "'Harry said he told Louis, but no one else." She nodded and started her way out of the kitchen but I grabbed her arm. "I want it to stay that way. I just want to find the right time to tell them." She nodded and smile in understanding.

"I wasn't going to tell." I offered her a quick smile and gave her a quick hug before slipped out the back. I told her she could tell the girls I was gone if they brought it up.

It was a somewhat short drive to the clinic I'm glad I didn't have to go far. I sent a quick text to Harry telling it I was going through with it. I didn't have to say what it was because he should know, and besides I didn't want someone else see the text and start asking a butt load of questions. I took a deep breath before getting out of the car and walking into the building.

It wasn't hard to find the office either. I walked into the waiting room and there was surprisingly two other girls in there too. One was sitting next to, who I was guessing, was her mom and another one was sitting by her boyfriend, I'm assuming.

"Hello, can I help you?" a lady behind the counter asked. I walked over so I could check in.

"Um, yes I made an appointment with Dr. Whitney." I said as she typed something into the computer.

"And the name?"

"Leah Anderson."

"Ok thank you, I need you to fill out some paperwork and you can take a seat. The wait will be a while." She told me then closed the little glass door.

I took a seat just as a nurse came out and called a name. The girl with her mother stood up and followed the lady dressing in green scrubs to the back.

My mind is so clouded, I cant even think straight. I pulled out my phone to see that Harry hasn't returned my text yet. I sighed and started on the paperwork. Hopefully everything will go smoothly.

Harry's POV:

Brad, Matthew, and Stan were sitting in front of us around conference table in a hotel we decided to meet up in. I was seated between Louis and Zayn picking at my nails when the men shuffled through their brief cases. I probably would be on my phone but I had to turn it off for the meeting.

"Okay, boys. How is everything going?" Brad started. We all nodded our head.

"Good." Zayn shrugged. That is how he describes everything, literally.

"Great." Niall smiled ear to ear.

"Getting there." Louis shrugged.

"Great." Liam said. What isn't great with him?

"Good." I nodded, still picking at my fingers.

"Good." Brad smiled, "How is vacay with the girlfriends, and fiancé " He directed towards Zayn and he did a little have smile thing. We all nodded and gave the same answers. Louis told them about Eleanor, and they seemed just as shocked as we were. Niall also felt like it would be good to bring up Mady and Avery.

"Okay, lets get on with business. We need to discuss the new music." Stan said and pulled out a few more papers.

I couldn't concentrate on anything that was being said. I would nod occasionally to make it seem like I was following along, but I was really thinking bout Leah and the baby, and the possible abortion. I didn't really want her going through with it and I plan on telling her tonight. I know she thinks that it is too early and she thinks we aren't ready, but we are.

"Harry?"

I shook my head out of the small daze I was in and looked at Matt, "Yeah? sorry."

"Anyways, like I was saying, Up All Night sold 176,000 copies in the first week, Take me home sold 540,000, Midnight Memories sold 200,000 in its first week. We need this next album to get back up on the charts and sell more than 200,000 copies its first week, so we need to do everything to make that happen. Weather it mean trying a different sound for your singles or more interviews then that's what we are going to do." Matt nodded at us. We couldn't really argue back about it so we just nodded.

"How about we take a ten minute break since we are already half way through the meeting." He said and stood from his seat along with Stan and Brad.

Wow. One hour down, one more to go till I get to talk to Leah.

Leah's POV:

One hour has gone by and I am now the only one left in the waiting room. I turned my phone on do not disturb for the rest of the time. I just sat there watching something going on with the news on the old TV in the corner.

I sat there with a blank stare, there is no backing out of it now.

I can do this
I can do this
I can do this
I can....can't do this

I shook that thought from my head, I can and will do this I thought. I heard the door open and the same woman dressed in the green scrubs walked through the door.

"Leah Anderson." She smiled over to me and I smiled back grabbing my purse and heading that way. She led me down a hall way before stepping inside a yellow colored room. I followed her in setting my purse on a brown chair and hopping up on the table/chair thingy.

"How are you today?" She asked logging into the computer and opening a file before turning to face me.

"I'm good." I nodded. Well except for the butterflies flying around in my stomach and my nerves have gone through the roof with in the last 5 sec.

"Good. Okay, now I have to ask you a few questions, if that's ok." She informed me and I nodded.

"How old are you?"

"Just turned twenty." she turned to the note pad and wrote something down

"When was your last period?"

"January."

"When was the last time you had sexual intercourse?"

"Four or five days ago." she nodded and wrote another note down.

"When did you find out you were pregnant?"

"Yesterday."

"Have you experienced and symptoms and if so what?"

"Um, morning sickness and tender breast." she continued to ask a few more questions and wrote something after every one of them.

"Okay, do you have any concerns?" She asked politely. I shook my head no and she nodded standing up. "Well I will go get you a few pills. One is to help with any anxiety and the other is a pain killer. I will be right back." She said as she walked out the door.

I sat there for about five minutes until the nurse walked back in and handed my a small cup of water and two tiny pills. I quickly swallowed the pills and handed the cup back to her muttering a quiet thank you. "The doctor will be with you shortly." She smiled and walked back out.

I was stranded alone in the cold yellow room starring straight ahead. My gut was telling me to run out now, but my brain was telling me stay. The little white angel on my shoulder was telling me that this was wrong and that if I kept the baby we would be financially stable enough, but the devil on the other side was telling me everything that could go wrong if I brought a child into the world and that an abortion was the best option.

I took a deep breath, for the first time in my life I am siding with the devil. This is the best option.

Harry's POV:

The meeting was finally over so we were tidying up the room a bit. I pulled out my phone and turned it on, it took about three minutes to boot back up and it blew up with notifications. As I went through them all I saw that I had a text from Leah.

I opened it and as I read it my eyes nearly burst out of my head.

'Hey babe, I know this is a late notice but I decided to go through with it. I'm at the clinic now waiting. I'm sorry but I just felt like this was the best option for both of us'

That was over an hour ago.

Oh no! Oh no no no!

"I-I-I have to go call someone." I rushed out my mouth as I broke out of the room and ran down the hallway to the restroom. Luckily it was only one stall, so no one should be barging in.

I pressed the contact button and pressed voice call. I was pasting around in front of the toilet running my hand through my hair and tugging on it pretty aggressively. She better pick up, I can not let her go through with this.

It rang about five times before it went to voice mail.

"Leah, baby, please don't do this! I know you think this is the best option, but I know you. You wont be able to live with yourself if you go through with this. I want this. I want to start a family with you. I will support you and our baby as long as I live. You will never be alone no matter what, and you know that. Trust me we're ready. I'm ready to be a daddy, and your ready to be a mommy. You know you are. Please baby, trust me on this. This is the worst option you will ever make. Please b-baby, don't do this." I was cut off by a beep. My voice broke at the end. I hope she gets my voicemail before anything happens.

I looked in the mirror and blinked back a few tears before walking out to the lobby to meet the other boys.

"Hey man you ok?" Louis gripped my arm.

"Yeah, I just miss understood a text and over reacted." I nodded. He seemed to believe my answer and nodded too before his touch dropped from my arm and he shoved his hand back in his pocket.

I couldn't seem to calm down, I'm sure if I don't hear back from her I was going to have a heart attack.

Leah's POV:

It's been bout twenty minutes and I am still waiting for the doctor. I sighed and grabbed my phone out of my purse, nothing better to do so I might as well get on twitter. After I pressed the power button the first and only notification I saw was a missed call and voicemail from Harry. I unlocked it and went to my voicemails to listen to the new one.

As soon as I heard his voice I felt the tears start to build up. He was pleading with me to change my mind, and was telling me that this would be the worst decision I would ever make.

I sighed and turned my phone off again. He was right. He was right about all of it. Now that I was here on the table my stomach turned and I decided maybe this really wasn't the best option. In fact I knew that if I did go through with I would torcher myself forever over it.

I hopped off the table slipping my shoes on and pulled my purse up my arm and exited the room. I walked over to the counter and luckily the nurse that was attending to me was sitting behind it.

"Is everything okay?" she asked.

I nodded and gulped, "I'm so sorry I wasted your time, give the doctor my apologies, but I changed my mind. I cant do this."

She nodded, "It's okay sweetie, I understand." I smiled back and walked out the wooded door back into the waiting room. There was no one in there anymore as I walked straight to the glass door and pushed through it. I walked outside to my car and pulled my phone out to call Harry.

It didn't even ring once before he picked up.

"Leah are you okay." his voice sounded frantic. I'm sure he thinks I already had the abortion. I nodded even though he couldn't see me.

"Yeah. I'm headed home." My voice sounded a little shaky.

"Okay. I'll see you when you get here." he said, "I love you Leah."

My eyes tears up, "I love you too Harry." I said and hung up.

I slipped it in my purse. And gripped the steering wheel trying to blink back the tears and control my breathing.

I took a deep breath and started the car, pulling out if the lot an headed home.

I pulled in to the driveway, and luckily my eyes didn't look as red as they were when I left the clinic. I walked through the door and all the heads turned to me.

"How was the doctor? Everything good?" Mady asked. As I scanned over the group they looked a little confused. I also noticed Harry was down here.

"Yeah, perfectly healthy." I smiled and walked to the stairs.

"Why'd you go to the doctor?" Perries voice sounded from the living room. I spun around to look at her.

"Yearly check-up." I nodded and walked up the stairs to my room.

When I walked in Harry was seated on the bed with his back hunched over, elbows on his knees and hands folded together in front of him. When he heard me walk in his head snapped up, his eyes were red and puffy. He had been crying.

He jumped off the bed and ran over to me, taking my face between his hands and resting his forehead in mine. I dropped my purse and put my hands on his hips.

He smashed our lips together hard and kept me there not moving. He pulled away and smoothed my hair out of my face. I didn't even know I was crying until I felt his thumb smear the moister on my cheek. He kept our heads together and my face in his hands.

"Did you..." he left the sentence hanging between us. I shook my head and squeezed my eyes close as I broke down even more. He let out a breath and pulled me close for a hug. I wrapped my arms around his waist and broke down into uncontrollable sobs.

He kissed my head and smoothed my hair down rocking me back and forth.

"It's ok baby, it's ok."

A/N
Ahhhh! SHE DIDNT DO IT!! Well that's great. Now the questions about the baby start. I edited it on my phone so if there are any mistakes, sorry.

At the moment I am headed to Disney World, so I'm not sure how much writing I will get done so I might update late next week. Hope you enjoyed reading this chapter as much as I enjoyed writing it. (2619 words)