I......said......Rachel....APOLOZIE TO SIRA!!!!

Ah my heart, calm down.......calm down why do I feel such a piercing pain, the pain was so intense that my head bowed down as I slowly rubbed my chest in hopes that the pain would die down, but no..no it's not going. Even you are betraying me, I don't love this man, not not anymore, never again!!!

just what are you doing with your head down, do you think acting pitiful would make you escape this!

I shot my head up when Hanes voice rang in in my head again.

Isn't it the scene from when Hanes got so angry with me for the first time.

Ah!.....i remember this day, its so crystal clear to this day, even after being reborn.

That day I had come to him to show him our engagement pictures which had been delivered that day, I was so happy , singing as I went to his office, opening the door I saw a small figure of a girl, seeing her happily clean the office and arranging things I thought she must be Hanes assistant, as I came further in, that girl finally saw me and I think...that day her faced changed a little but then she put on her smile again but at that time I did not care, what was important was to show Hanes our pictures.

I asked that girl who I thought to be an assistant to bring coffee for me as I waited, it was almost an hour and that girl did not come and then the door suddenly opened and she came in all huffing and puffing with a coffee in her hand, I was so irritated by that time I had already been waiting for Hanes for an hour and he was still busy in his meeting and I just asked for a coffee and I cannot even get that! I was so furious but..but i still remained calm as I asked her 

"Why were you late", I asked as I made a contact with her eyes.

And that girl just.....just bend down and started mumbling sorry,

"sorry...sorry mam , please forgive me I won't do it next time"

Seeing her like this really made me angry, and my voice raised as I asked, "why are you even apologizing?!!!"

That was when the door again opened and Hanes came in and seeing him made all my anger dissipate as I asked her to leave.

As that girl was leaving, Hanes stopped her as she just passed by him and then looked at her.

"why is she so disheveled, did you do something to her?"

"huh, what do you mean?"

"no Hanes she did not do anything, it was me, it was me who was stupid?"

Hearing her I turned towards her and spoke, "you are quite self aware"
"yes" she hummed and started sobbing as if she had been wronged, as if she had been beaten and tortured.

I was so awed by her act, but then Hanes voice interrupted me

"why are you tutoring her!?"

"torturing her!"

unbelievable that day he thought I was touring her, as if, I am not mad to bully a girl working and earing money with honored means....I did not even have a reason, but no wait does he thinks i just bully people, but that were not my thought then the only thing that came to me were tears, tears because of the man whom I loved so much talked to me like that and one more thing struck me  how easily she say her superior's name as if it was a daily habit, how close they were already.

"why are you shedding crocodile tears now?"

huh, her sobs are real to you and mine became crocodile's, but it was only hruting me, as i cried i tried to stop him, his words were hurting me,

"stop Hanes you don't even know what happened?"

"do I need to, I know its your fault, she is a kind girl she would never do anything wrong?"
this time my anger came and took over me.

"Kind girl, she would never do anything wrong, unbelievable Hanes!!" I said as I walked away if I stayed one more moment there I wouldn't know what will become of me so I chose to leave.

He thinks that I would bully a girl who I did not even know, not even her name but that thing was cleared soon and I got to know her name and since then that name had haunted my life until then end.

I......said......Rachel....APOLOZIE TO SIRA!!!!

Hearing it I turned and I saw Hanes all fuming and beside him Sira.

"Hanes it's it's ok she really did nothing" said Sira as she held Hanes arm.

Hearing her made me scoff as I shouted this time,

"hands off him"

Hearing this Sira withdrew immediately and I left the company.

From that day on I became an evil villainess and Sira became a god, a kind and sweet girl even though she was the one who snatched a man who was already having a finance. She is kind! my foot. Someone who does not know to maintain a distance from a man who is already engaged is a innocent girl and i who was just protecting my right throughout, I am a villain, what a lame joke!!!!!

First she decided to do something for the merit and went all over the place to get the best coffee in the city, all the travelling to earn that merit made her look like this and me all the while, who was tired and was waiting patiently in the office while her merit gaining mission was on, for an hour for her to bring my coffee and even after that when i did not even scolded her for that , she started crying, I mean you were the wrong one you made a wrong decision, I did not even say anything to you but you made me a complete villain and made me responsible for everything you did!

I was in a stance when again Hanes voice came in,

"what the heck are you doing?"