Part 1

She...

So this is it. He has promised that he will come and if this is going to be yet another excuse then this would be the final straw for me to walk out of the useless and one sided wedding. Thinking back I know it was an arranged marriage and we were barely a stranger. Strangely he was so genuine and funny person to talk with. We always had our own safe space. He never once stepped into my private space. We both had our own world yet we were sharing a small and cozy house. Everything was perfect. But what he didn't know was i was in love with him yet he never saw me as his love. For him I was just a friend. A good happy friend.

His heart is with a woman he was in love with for so long. So long I donno how long. He never mentioned those. But if he can why he would marry me ?

He said he will give this marriage a chance and yes he did start to make some small steps to work in this relationship.

My mobile started to scream. "Dumbo..." Speaking of the devil.

"Any now what the excuses are you going to give ?? " I asked him with an angry tone. A chuckle was all I could hear.

Biting my lips i contained myself to smile. "You know you look like a kitten when you try to intimidate me!! " He said with a tone always melts my heart.

"Oh really and how do you know that I look like that may I ask ??" I asked with a sarcasm dripping tone. Laughing big he said something which made my heart to race.

"Because I can see how you have your one hand in your hip while the other holding the phone. You want to put your headphones on but you don't want that too. And with that costume you are trying to look like a woman but I know even in your dreams you cannot look like that. That too this dress comeon lady i expected something usual."

I was searching for him but I couldn't find that half Eiffel tower.

"You cannot see me but I can maya."  Came a laughing voice.

"Yaar seriously. I thought we are supposed to go inside the gallary together. But then you are still you are late. You asked me to come and I came on time and where the hell are you rascal." I shouted on top of my voice.

Giggles were all heard. Stomping i was about to leave. But his voice made me halt.

"Maya stop I came." He came rushing towards my direction.

My heart skipped numerous beats. I think my heart is not working properly. I can feel them against my ribcage. He came. My love came. I smiled ear to ear. My cheeks are paining with the smile I have right now.
For the first time I have someone who would value me

He was walking like a majestic lion towards the prey. The only thing here is I am a predator myself.

He adjusted his hair and was asking me if it was ok which made me laugh at that. He had a bouquet in his hands which was for me the way he promised. His hands were either way stretched. I was in marathon mode. I need to run towards my love my husband my best friend in such a short time. He was my everything. He was about to walk towards me but a sudden voice from his back made him freeze in his place. He turned to see who it was and when he did the bouquet in his hands slipped from him and he ran towards her screaming her name and engulfing her in his embrace. It was when I noticed a car ran over the boutique crushing the tender petals just like my heart by him. He didn't know that this was the last chance he asked for to mend us. But now looking back there was never us. It was always me and him. Or too much of me with nothing of him.

I chuckled. Yet another time I was cast aside. I laughed while my eyes were slightly stinking in tears.

I know who is that in his arms. His first love his girl whom he had promised a forever but couldn't give and the one for him he saved himself. For the one who would he always love and always I would be the second option.

He thinks he can break me ? Me ? I laughed and walked back towards my way but little did i know his eyes were on me. I was from a place which was beyond repair. He thinks this is going to make me feel bad then it is his loss.

I came out of a traumatic childhood and he thinks he would break me. Yes he was my first love but thanks to him I started to love myself again. This time no one can break me. It is me who is my life long partner and I know I won't disappoint myself.

Walking away was tough but it was worth it. I was worthy of myself. The thing is he never saw that. Did he ? Who is HE to decide my worth. I was born this way and i will die this way. He and I were binded with the marriage but when i gave my every chance to him to see the worth of our wedding meant nothing to him then i am so glad to walk away from this person who was once my husband.
I am just me again. No more Ms or Mrs. Just the same old individual six months back.

Packing the stuff from the place I stayed I walked out of the house. With a sigh and booked a cab. Removing the chain which was burdening my neck for past 6 months. With a deep breath i pulled the divorce copy which he had safely kept them hidden from me for past 6 months. I signed them my part. Taking them i couriered the same to his legal team. Finally pulling that 1 bag with which I came i turned to see the house i spent.

Was it stinking no was i feeling bad for walking may be not at the cost of my self respect. Screw you my lovely husband screw your love screw everyone who made my life a living hell. A final goodbye to you guys.

With that I walked away towards the airport towards my new destination because

I am not a last resort.

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