Alex was lookin' at me with damn curious eyes.

I seriously adore the lively vibes he radiates. His vibes which are loaded with cheerfulness and liveliness are contagious 'cause they infect others too.

"Come on! Spill the beans" he said with eagerness in his voice.

"Well Alex.... It's like... Uhmm.. I think I feel good whenever I'm around him... But I dunno whether he feels the same... But... Yeah... I feel kinda good... Kinda happy I guess" I hesitated.

I know his vibes are contagious but I guess I'm immune to 'em. I'm still shy. Why can't I be carefree like a free bird. I thought while watching a little bird which was sitting on a branch.

"Hey!"

His cheerful voice snapped me out.

"Rule number 1 is stop looking outside the window... I know you love nature but you are not allowed... At least not in front of me... " He said and his lips curled up in a mischievous smile.

I nodded.
"Alright... And what is rule number 2?" I asked.

"hmm... Rule number 2 is listen to me... That's it... Rules are over" He said. I smiled.

"Okay! I'm listening" I said.

"As you know I like a girl who is in another section... I guess everyone knows this... " He said. I just nodded in affirmation.

"So you can see... That I'm not scared of admitting this... Right... You should be like this too... Don't be scared .. You like him... Just admit this fact...and I'm not gonna judge you... I think you know this... I'm here to make you feel comfy and lighten up your mood... 'cause you look morose... Most of the time... So just trust me my lil wild flower" He advised and gave me a soft smile.

I like his smile.

I took a deep breath.
"Well... Okay..."I started.

"You are right.... I think everyone is right... I like him... I like Adrian...everyone can see through me its just like I'm the only one who is fighting with my own heart by constantly trying to prove that what I have for him is not love.... "I admitted. A constant but genuine smile started developing on my face.

"I love his eyes... They are bewitching... Its like they'd enchanted a spell on me... According to which I sink deep deep deep into them whenever I look at them and it feels impossible to swim back... to the surface" I said dreamily.

He stared at me while his eyes carried a soft expression which encouraged me to continue.

"I remember when I was sitting with him... Sometimes while writing our hands and arms used to brush together... Creating loads and loads of shivers of excitement which used to run to and fro through my spine... I admit I never experienced something like this before... Never ever..."

My cheeks turned a deep shade of red.

"I miss the way he used to tease me by asking the name of the toothpaste... I used... By asking the name of the shampoo I used... The way he played with the strands of my hair... The way he laughed whenever I got irritated... They way he used to look away shyly whenever he found me staring at him... The way he used to ask multiple but stupid questions... The way he used to drink water from my bottle... The way.... The way he look at me... The way he smile... The way he talk... The way he walk... I'm so damn damn damn deeply... Truly... In love with him..."
"And I miss all this already... I miss those days... But Now all these feel like distant but lucid memories... But now nothing can be changed... Nothing can be improved.. " I said a bit sadly.

"Now I agree... I'm a fool who changed my seat... Yaar... I was sitting with him... My luck was so damn good... How can a person be so stupid? Like seriously " I huffed.

"But" I looked at him. His eyes still carried that soft expression. I took his hands and squeezed them gently and whispered "I wanna thank you... For making me realize... How much I love him... Thank you Alex... Thank you for planting the courage inside me which helped me to admit that... Finally I fell for someone... I fell for Adrian"

Finally

I'm in love

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No matter what happens some memories can never be replaced...♡♡♡

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