"ARGHHH!"

"I can't sleep!!"

"What's wrong with me?!" I grumbled. I clenched my fingers into fists and hugged my pillow.

"See Luna stop overreacting ; its okay" I tried to calm myself down.

"A few days ago my teacher asked me to sit with him"

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I was sitting with my bestie Lily when my teacher asked me to sit with him. I was kinda annoyed but I held my frustration in and with a calm appearance on my face , I gathered all my stationary stuff and my books and shoved them into my bag which had a floral imprint on it. I stood up and sat next to him. I looked at him ; he carried a poker face. I felt glad. If he kept this expressionless face of his on then it would be quite easy for me to ignore him. I sighed in relief.

The bell rang ...

I was busy concentrating on my work. And then I heard a husked voice. He looked at me. His eyes carried a pleading look if I observed correctly. He asked me if I can help him with diagrams. I glared at him for a few seconds and then I agreed. After this incident he kept asking me for my help and I still don't know why I always helped him.

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"But these incidents are not the cause of my insomnia" I hugged my pillow more tightly.

"Its something which happened today"

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We sat quietly in our class as we were completely exhausted after staying out for almost an hour in our playground as we were again having our games. I took my water bottle out and was busy quenching my thirst. He again looked at me. I gave my bottle to him.

He played in the sun so he was comparatively more exhausted than me-- who was just wandering in the school playground.

His sandalwood toned skin glowed slightly when sun rays fell on his face. A bead of sweat was glistened on his brow. His hair were a mess. Although his hair were not curly but still they entangled my heart. My heart skipped several beats when a drop from my bottle fell down from his mouth. The drop traced its way down so as my eyes and reached his slender neck. I kept staring there for a few more seconds. Moments felt like eternity. I looked at him , enamoured. My eyes wandered as if they had no restraint. I shook my head hard and gasped for breath. Why the hell , I can't breath?!

After a few seconds, I found a pair of eyes staring at me. His eyes were bewitching.

"Are you okay?" He asked with concern.

I nodded.

"Thank you" he said, his lips were folded up in a smile.

I again nodded.

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"Stop irritating me" I yelled at him.

"Hey! Who the hell gave you the permission to play with my hair?" I glared at him.

"They are nice" he said calmly.

"Shut up" I again yelled at him.

"Which toothpaste you use?" He asked me.

My eyes widened."Why?" I asked.

"Because your teeth are nice" he grinned.

"Ohh! Which shampoo you use? Your hair are nice too".

"By the way , why you have long hair?".

"You like long hair right?. Hmmm I see".

"Hey! Are you ignoring me?" He asked me. There was a spark in his eyes which was provoking my anger.

"Ohh! Really?!" I uttered.

"Hmm. You are trying to ignore me" he said innocently. "Why are you ignoring me?"

"Can't you shut your mouth. I wanna study" I said. "If you keep asking these stupid questions then I'll leave".

"You can't leave me" he said confidently. There was an evil smile on his face.

"Ohh really?!" I asked." If I want to leave someone then I will definitely leave them. You are a fool if you think that I can't do this". I uttered.

"But I know you can't do this. You can't leave me". He said mockingly.

"I. Will. Definitely. Leave. You" I yelled.

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" So after a few days I got my seat changed" I looked at myself in the mirror.
"At that time I considered this as my best decision. But I was wrong and he was right".

"I can't leave him"

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I find him in my silence

Whenever my thoughts are deep..

My head lays on my pillow

But he doesn't let me sleep..

Like those clouds of those rainy days

Who refuses to fall..

My tears are at the brink

But I refuse to heed their call..

One day these tears will dry..

One day I'll let him go

But my silence will always carry him and this I'll never show...♡♡♡

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