the way i just realised they look like THIS in here

but act like this...

this chapter might be hard to take in at some points but please dont hate on jin he's got reasons for being an asshole sksks )):

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20 minutes, twenty whole minutes without a second car arriving at the arena.

Bang PD kept trying to call them yet no one was picking up while he put the members in another  room to keep them calm and out of the situation. "Where's Taehyung?", Jungkook asked, hella confused while his eyes kept shifting around. No one was responding.

Namjoon kept staring at his phone, eyes watering when he saw some notification popping up about a car accident on the road where they just had been on some minutes ago.

Jin glanced over his shoulderd, gulping when they shared the same thought. Meanwhile Hoseok kept stroking through Jungkook's hair without saying a word, holding him close so the younger wouldn't freak out once he realised they weren't coming anymore.

Jungkook glanced at the TV where they could see the show on stage that just started, announcing that BTS wasn't performing tonight.
"Why aren't we performing? What's going on? Where's Taehyung?", Jungkook kept asking, still not getting any answer.

"Guys!", he squeaked out.

"We don't know! Shut up!", Namjoon hissed at Jungkook, stress taking over him.

"S-sorry, I-I didn't m-mean to be annoying", Jungkook was startled, looking down and shutting up. Tears welled up and left his eyes not much later. Hoseok sighed and gave him a kiss on his forehead.

"I'm sure he's okay", he promised and then leaned against the younger, looking into the air.

"And you guys could be a little more sensitive, he just doesn't understand. Neither do we", he groaned. Namjoon only glared at them, not saying anything further.
"I'm going to look for Bang PD, that fucker has to tell us what happened", Jin said, got up and left the room.

Namjoon looked after him, then glancing back on his phone.

Jungkook pulled out his phone again and texted Taehyung a million messages, tried to call him but the messages didn't come trough.

"He's not answering his phone!", Jungkook whined, looking up but Namjoon only raised an eyebrow. "Oh really", he groaned. "Jungkook can you just go somewhere else right now?", Namjoon hissed and then got up, pacing through the room anxiously.

"Dude-", Hoseok grumbled and took Jungkook by his hand, pulling him up. "He didn't do shit to you."
And with that the older pulled Jungkook out of the room, dragging him to another room. What they didn't realise was that all eyes were on them, everyone kept giving them bitter looks.

Namjoon however broke into tears the minute he was by himself. He read the articles, he knew it was an idol car that got involved and he also read about not knowing if there are survivors yet. This day was too much to take in for him, even as the leader there comes a point where it overwhelms. Namjoon just felt that.

"Oh my god are the others okay?!", Lisa ran into Jungkook and Hoseok, staring at them in panic while she tried to adjust her microphone to her top after it just fell off. She had to be on stage in about five minutes, yet she wasn't even in position yet.

"Who?", Jungkook asked confused.

"The ones involved in the accident?", she raised an eyebrow. "Since you're not performing we just a-assumed it was one of your cars-", she stopped when she realised Jungkook didn't know what she was talking about, his eyes widening and tears coming up.

"A-accident?", he asked anxiously.

"There was a car accident on road 2701." Lisa furrowed her brows while her stylist found her and helped putting on the microphone. Jungkook didn't respond any more, he turned to Hoseok. His heart dropped down his knees and he didn't know what to do or say.

"There you are", Bang PD grumbled, standing behind them. "Breaking the rules again with not staying in the room, huh?", he hummed before he waved them to come with him and rushed outside.

"We gotta go to the hospital", he announced, opened the car door and let the boys jump in.

Jungkook immediately stared out of the window to hide his tears while he intertwined his fingers and started to pray.
"Are you even religious?", Jin asked a little irritated. "No but I'll give it a try."

For a while the whole atmosphere was tensed, no one dared to speak a word while Jungkook cried the whole time, still in the hold of Hoseok who was the only one who seemed to care right now.
"If Tae dies, I die too!", Jungkook voiced but only got some annoyed glares for it. "Don't talk bullshit", Namjoon groaned.

"He's not dead, gosh Jungkook, we're not in some tragic movie. They're getting surgery at the moment, no one died", Bang PD finally explained what was going on.
Jungkook breathed out heavily, relieved by not having to plan his life without Taehyung by his side.

"Ah I knew that. Taehyung wouldn't die without me", he nodded to himself.
"You do know that Jimin and Yoongi were in the car as well? Can you like stop your obsession with Taehyung for one minute and think of all of them", Jin snapped. Jungkook gasped, then nodded slowly. "S-sorry I'm just worried like you are too", he whispered, pouting a little.

"We're worried about the three of them", Namjoon said, eyeing Jungkook for a while.

"Oh my god, sorry and with all my respect and honor but shut the fuck up", Hoseok said loudly and everyone in the car flinch.

"Right now, Taehyung's all Jungkook has. Just shut the fuck up. Thought you'd be so caring about what's right for him? Obviously it's only if it affects your career, not his heart. Egoistic assholes, jesus christ sorry for cursing but duh."

Jungkook didn't say anything, he only snuggled close to Hoseok and nuzzled his head into the boy's chest.

Namjoon and Jin didn't say anything, only shared a look and then ignored both of them for the rest of the way.

They got placed in another waiting room once they arrived, because none of them was out of surgery yet.
"Could someone finally talk about the accident? What happened?", Hoseok asked their manager.

Bang PD shrugged. "Don't know it exactly. Apparently a car crashed into them head-on. Something like a wrong-way-driver probably."
With that he decided it was enough explanation and turned back to his phone, the boys a little confused why he was suddenly so distant towards them.

He never was like that before.

"Who was it?", Hoseok asked.
"Unknown. A girl apparently", Namjoon hummed in response, he was still reading articles on his phone that kept stating the newest things.

"Isn't it funny how things change in the blink of an eye?", Jungkook asked quietly.
"Totally funny, Jungkook", Jin groaned and shot deathglares at the younger. "I-I didn't mean it like that", Kook complained but got ignored.

"Yeah, Kookie. You're right. It's shocking, honestly", Hoseok hummed, ruffling the boy's hair softly. "I know! Like, yesterday everything was fine, now there's nothing left. What if Tae's really hurt--"
"Jungkook, for fuck's sake. Who fucking cares? Taehyung brought nothing but bullshit over us. Since he joined, things only get worse!", Jin snapped at Jungkook.

"It's not Taehyung's fault?", Jungkook said in a small voice.

"Oh no? He distracts you from work, he annoys all of us with his pervy ass that wants to fuck a minor and now his dumbass brought Jimin and Yoongi in danger as well", Jin crossed his arms. "Shit would be different if he wouldn't be around."

Jungkook gasped, eyes going wide. "You're really making this Taehyung's fault?", he bit his lips as he got up and walked closer until he stood right in front of Jin, tilting his head. "Actually, yes I do. If you ask me, he should be the one that gets kicked out, not you."

"If he leaves, I leave too", Jungkook shrugged.

"Guys, it was an accident, why are we blaming Taehyung now?", Namjoon asked a little confused, he didn't get the connection Jin made between those two things. Well, there was no connection.

"Jin is. No one else", Hoseok corrected.

"Oh c'mon! We don't need that dumbass around. Jungkook should rather be surrounded by people that actually want him to grow up instead of always staying a kid." Jin chuckled.

Jungkook looked at Hoseok, Namjoon and Bang PD, "Am I allowed to say something disrespectful even though he's older than me?", he asked quietly, eyes trailing down.
"Sure, go ahead", Bang PD hummed.

"Go fuck yourself", Jungkook snapped and showed Jin his middle finger. "Tae's the only one treating me not like a kid, he's the best person ever so be quiet!"
Jin lifted his eyebrows, grinning a little. "Cute."
Then he pulled out some carrots and gave it to Jungkook, "Eat, it'll help to think", he patted Jungkook's head without taking him seriously.

Jungkook threw the carrot at his head and sat down all across the room, hating on Jin in silence.

"Why do you carry a carrot with you, Jin?", Bang PD asked. "It's for the case that Jungkook might get hungry."
"Don't you think he's old enough to get himself something to eat? And wtf, carrots? Why", their manager sighed.

Then the door got opened.
"One of your members is awake and feeling better, you can go talk to him", a nurse said, smiling softly. "It's the tiny one."

"There are two tiny ones-"
"Not the very muscular one", she corrected.

"Girl, we're literally a music group and you don't even know the names-", Jin sighed and then rushed past her.
Jungkook was a little disappointed that it wasn't Taehyung, but he was happy that Yoongi was fine too. So they quickly made their way towards the room where Yoongi was in.

"Oh god, no", the older groaned when he saw Jin, Hoseok, Namjoon and Kook rushing in. "I wish I'd be dead." He really had no nerves for their dumbasses right now. Especially not because Jungkook and Jin looked hella pissed at each other.

"Yoongi!", Hoseok squeaked and hugged him. Yoongi scrunched his nose.

"Is Jimin okay?", he asked worriedly, looking around nervously when he couldn't find the boy in his sight. "Yes", Hoseok said softly. "All of you are."
Yoongi smiled a little, "Thank god."

"I prayed, I saved you guys!", Jungkook grinned brightly and full of pride, his eyes sparkling softly. The older chuckled while Jin rolled his eyes at Jungkook. "Thank you, Kookie", Yoongi mumbled, patting the spot on his bed for him.

Jungkook plopped down happily and grabbed Yoongi's hand to play with it. "Taehyung will be fine, yeah?", the older said, giving the younger one an emphatic look. Jungkook nodded, "Of course he will, he's a strong man!"

"A man?", Jin laughed. "Taehyung's nothing but a stupid teenage boy."

"Oh, really?", Hoseok groaned out. "Funny how you blame everything on a teenager."

Yoongi furrowed his brows, "Y'all piss me off."
"Same", Jimin's voice suddenly behind them, walking in with a bandage on his head and one around his foot but besides from that he seemed fine, smiling as wide as he ever did.
The boy rushed over to Yoongi's bed, hopping onto him and cuddling him.

The others were slightly confused but they didn't question it any further.

Jungkook looked around, why did no one say that Taehyung was awake too?
He raised his hand.

"Why are you having your arm up-", Namjoon asked highly irritated by the boy's behavior. "Can I ask something?", Jungkook was insecure over talking in front of them by now. They always hissed at him whatever he said to them and it scared him.

He wasn't good with people anyways, they just made it worse with their personalities that tended to push Jungkook around all the goddamn time.
"Yeah", Namjoon shrugged, allowing him to speak.

Jungkook inhaled deeply, "Is Taehyung awake too?", he asked, ducking his head because he expected to get yelled at again for caring too much about his boyfriend.
"Not yet, Jungkook", the older hummed, then turned away.

"Oh", Jungkook wasn't even surprised but somehow he still was.

"What happened?", Jin asked Jimin now, who sat next to Yoongi now, cross-legged. "It all just happened real quick, I was about to say something to Taehyung but then it all went black as if the lights went out. Followed by a huge crash, I just remember how we got pushed forwards but once I hit my head, I lost consciousness", the boy shrugged.

"It was a weird feeling, it happened so fast yet so slow", Yoongi hummed.

"I don't remember anything that happened after you stopped talking", Yoongi looked away, holding his head a little that hurt just by thinking.
Jimin nodded, "Yeah, I can imagine, Taehyung and you fucking hit the windshield-"

Yoongi only nodded, "Yeah apparently."

"The girl survived who crashed into us", Jimin then said. "Heard she tried to attempt suicide with that, wanting to kill others with her."

The door got opened again and an old woman rushed in, running towards Yoongi, almost fell over her own feet and then kissed his face twenty times at least.
"Oh Yoongsiebaby", she hummed, hugging the boy tightly, kissing his forehead plenty of times while Yoongi made a face as if he would be dying.

"Grandma!", he whimpered. "You're embarrassing me!"
"Oh but Yoongles!!", she chuckled. "I was so worried, I immediately got into the next uber to come here when I heard!"

Then she looked at Jimin and smiled, "Oh you must be the boyfriend. Your parents called me to tell you they're sorry they can't come all the way from Busan that spontanously but I'm allowed to look after you!!", she then hugged the boy as tight as she did before with her grandson.

Jimin however loved that, hugging the lady back happily.

"Boyfriend?", Jin asked.

"Let them be", Hoseok snapped at Jin angrily.

Then the door was opened and someone walked in, slowly with their gaze lowered.
Jungkook's head shot up as fast as his shoulders dropped when he realised it was only the doctor.
"Guys", he coughed slightly to draw attention towards him.

"Taehyung woke up", he said, biting his lips awkwardly.
Jungkook felt like squealing, he jumped up and started dancing on the spot because he felt so happy that Taehyung was fine and they could talk and then just run off somewhere where no one knew them.

Jungkook had more than enough.
He didn't actually like anyone but Taehyung and he really wanted to be left alone with simply everything.
Now Taehyung would be fine and they could leave.

"You sound as if that's not everything you have to tell us yet", Namjoon glanced at the doctor who sighed, looking at Jungkook.  "Is that his brother? Best friend?", he asked carefully.

Jungkook's eyes widened, "No, I'm his boyfriend", he said bluntly which made the doctor gasp. Gay idol couples were rarely to be that open towards that.
Just that Jungkook didn't think he'd be an idol for much longer.

"Are you Jimin, then?", the doctor asked quietly.

Jimin furrowed his brows and so did Jungkook.
"N-no?", Kook asked, his heart racing like it never did before. Panic took over him, why did this man think Jimin was Taehyung's boyfriend.

"Oh, then I'm sorry", the man blushed a bit.

The whole room was highkey confused about all of that. 
But then Jimin coughed, "I'm Jimin."

The doctor glanced at him and then waved him over, "Alright, come with me. Taehyung asked for you", he hummed.
"Wait." Namjoon intrrrupted. "Only for him?", he pointed at Jimin.
The doctor nodded. "Yeah, you guys can join them in like ten minutes or something I think."

Jungkook gulped, tears welling up.
"Why not me?", his lips started to tremble, his throat going dry. Yoongi quickly grabbed Jungkook's hand, squeezing it tightly.
He had a small idea why Taehyung might be asking for Jimin, so he tried to calm Jungkook down.

Jimin left the room with the doctor while the others were utterly irritated. They were quite sure Taehyung would've asked for Jungkook first, no matter what.

No matter what.

"See, he doesn't give two shits about you, yet you let him destroy your career", Jin only hissed at Jungkook which made the boy cry then. He sniffled as he wiped his tears away helplessly. "I don't understand", he mumbled.

"Kook, it's all good. Tae probably wants to ask Jimin something important."

Jungkook bit his lips, "What's more important than me?", he questioned worriedly. "Kook, please." Yoongi gave him a warning glare and the boy shut up, waiting for the ten minutes to be over so he could go to Taehyung and hug him and then leave.

Jungkook felt so uncomfortable around here.

Time passed by and Jimin was in there for half an hour until he came out and let the others in.
Jungkook rushed ahead.

Taehyung laid in bed, he broke his arm while trying to get a hold in the car and he lost a lot of blood because he hit his head real badly. So he was looking pretty drained out, eyes sleepy and his facial expression pretty blank.
"Hi", he hummed towards the boys.

Jimin gulped, looking at Jungkook who stood next to Taehyung, impatiently pulling on his shirt to get his attention, a huge dumb smile all over his face. "Taehyungie!"

But Taehyung didn't respond, instead he looked at the others. "Hey guys, I can't remember what happened but I'm glad y'all are okay." Jin only rolled his eyes and crossed his arms. Hoseok gave Taehyung a warm smile, and so did Yoongi. Namjoon was quiet, Jimin in the back, looking heartbroken.

Jungkook was still picking on Taehyung's sleeves. "Hey!", he said excitedly to try once again to gain Taehyung's attention.

But the older only pulled his arm away, looking at Jungkook completely confused.
"Would you stop, please?", he hummed lowly. Jungkook's smile dropped and he nodded, "S-sorry", he whispered in a small voice.

For a second, Taehyung looked so heartbroken himself as he looked into the boy's face, the sweet puffy cheeks and those big puppy eyes, all of it was pouting a little, cheeks tinted rosy and his hair a whole mess.

"I'm sorry, but who are you?"

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