shit i accidentally published this in middle of editing!!! dont mind mistakes lmaoo

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"Two years without sex really got you sensitive, huh", Taehyung hoarsed, placing kisses along Jungkook's neck slowly. His lips left dark kissing marks, coming along with sweet moans of the younger one.
"Y-yeah", Jungkook whimpered, arching his back a little.

He felt Taehyung's hand pushing down both of their pants, then he pulled off their shirts and threw it all down on the bedroom floor. But when he was about to remove his boxers, Jungkook stopped him. "Wait", he hummed and pulled a blanket above him, "Let me do it", he whispered before he himself put off his boxers, still pressing the blanket over his lower area.

"Baby, what the fuck are you doing with the blanket-", Taehyung sighed when Jungkook didn't let go of it afterwards.

"I'm cold", Jungkook quickly mumbled, smiling weakly.

"You're not cold", Taehyung rolled his eyes and sat down next to him. "W-wait!", Jungkook immediately whined, "Don't stop kissing me!"

But Taehyung only crossed his arms, "No, honestly we've got to talk about this. I won't have sex with you if I know exactly how uncomfortable you feel with it."
Jungkook stilled, eyeing Taehyung with wide eyes but didn't say anything.

"Is it still because I said like ages ago you're small?", Taehyung sighed, softly touching Jungkook through the blanket. Kook nodded, "M-maybe", he whispered. Taehyung let out a sigh, "You do realise I said it out of anger, right?"

"Y-yes, I'm dumb let's forget about it", Jungkook hurried to say, feeling embarrassed and dumb over the whole thing, it was ridiculous.
"No..", Taehyung let his hand wander through Jungkook's hair, "If we want this to work we have to start talking about the things that bother us", he softly explained.

Jungkook bit his lips awkwardly.

"So, let's talk this out. I don't want you to be uncomfortable around me in any way."
Jungkook nodded slowly. "I'm sorry but it really hurt me when you said that, I'm really insecure over myself and it just made everything worse-", Jungkook admitted sadly. "But I know you didn't mean it! Or well, you did but not in a bad way--, right?"

Taehyung smiled weakly, "I'm sorry I made you feel like that, Kookie", he placed a kiss on the boy's lips. "Actually I don't think you're that small. I was mad for your constant push and pull behavior, I never had anything against your size. It's cute and you're definitely the bottom anyways so why do you care so much? You've got the prettiest dick in the world and I love it as much as I love the rest of you, so please show it to me instead of hiding your prettiest body part-"

Jungkook blushed and covered his face immediately, "Oh my god, Tae", he whimpered, feeling so embarrassed at all the talking about his dick. "I even grew a bit", he then said proudly, slowly pushing the blanket away. "Look", he demanded and pinched Taehyung's cheek. The older was too busy admiring Jungkook's heart eyes when he got flustered over Taehyung's words. But as soon as he snapped out of his stare, he glanced down and saw Jungkook having a boner. He didn't grew too much, he was still quite small but he looked gorgeous without all the unnecessary clothes.

"See, it's bigger now!"

It really wasn't, maybe 4.1 inches instead of 3.9 before, but Taehyung wouldn't say that. Instead he gasped to make Jungkook feel better. "Wow Baby!", he let out softly as his smile grew wider when he saw how Jungkook's face lightened up.
"I think I'm almost your size now", Jungkook said confidently, feeling good about himself because Taehyung reacted like that.

"You definitely are", Tae said softly, leaning down to kiss the boy's lips lovingly.
He absolutely wasn't, Tae had something like 8 inches, he was huge. Kook would be half of it, but he wouldn't say that.

Seeing Jungkook smiling like this, filled with happiness was so much more worth than saying the truth. Sometimes things are better left unspoken.

"So, would you let me suck your dick?", Taehyung asked gently, making Jungkook blush so hardly. "Tae!", he whined. "Don't be so straightforward-"

"But I really wanna suck your dick", Taehyung sighed, Jungkook now pulled the blanket above his head. He literally spent two years in sex deprivation, being with Sana was always non-sexual, so he barely heard stuff like that.

"Where did my sex addicted Kookie go", Taehyung pouted, pulling on the blanket to kiss him but the younger was a blushing mess beneath it, "He's embarrassed because his boyfriend is way too dirty-minded-"

"As if you wouldn't be thinking of sex with me nonstop", Taehyung chuckled. "But I don't say it like that!", Jungkook whined.
"Actually you do. Remember how you were like sex me??"
Jungkook pinched Taehyung's arm, "Stop."

"Since when are we boyfriends again though?", Taehyung then asked teasingly, hugging Jungkook tightly while placing some more kisses on his neck, cheeks and lips.
"O-oh", Jungkook gulped dryly. "Sorry I just assumed-"

"You assumed we're boyfriends??", Taehyung grinned. "I don't remember asking you out to be my boyfriend."

Jungkook's expression dropped, a sigh escaping his mouth. "S-sorry", he stuttered. "I just t-thought", he stopped talking and shut up.

"Mhm, I was going to ask you out at breakfast tomorrow, officially in front of your parents y'know? But my Mister big dick right here simply decided I'm not getting the chance to ask my crush out myself", Taehyung said teasingly.
Jungkook rolled his eyes, "Mister big dick", he repeated and then tsked, "Fine then we're not boyfriends, asshole. You're not getting dick then", Jungkook snapped, pulling the blanket back over his body.

"B-but", Taehyung whined, pouting immediately. "I want-"

"Yeah and I want you to be my boyfriend, guess we're both not getting what we want." The younger crossed his arms.
"I'd ask you out tomorrow, jesus, it's not that long."

"So you'll get my dick tomorrow, jesus, it's not that long", Jungkook said, smiling cockily.

"I almost forgot what a brat you are", Taehyung groaned.
"And I almost forgot what a bitch you are", Jungkook pouted.

Both boys stared into each other's eyes, both pissed off because they weren't getting what they wanted.
"Fuck you", Jungkook then said, gritting his teeth.
"I'd rather fuck you", Taehyung tsked.

"Well you won't because I'm not having sex without being in a relationship", Jungkook said sweetly.
"Oh?", Taehyung laughed. "I remember 16 year old Kookie being all whiny beneath my dick, going for 6 rounds in only one night. After we just met like one day ago", he smiled teasingly, "Guess we weren't together back then as well, right?"

Jungkook had a red face all over again, staring at the ceiling. "I don't know why I love you."

"Great, me neither", Taehyung agreed.

"I just do." Jungkook furrowed his brows, expecting something sweet from Taehyung now to make up for being dumb.
"Well I just do more", Taehyung grumbled.

"You can't, I love you the most already."

"Lies, so many lies~"

"Fuck off, I love you 3000", Jungkook snapped.
"Stop stealing Endgame quotes", Taehyung crossed his arms.

"I hate you", Kook puffed his cheeks and balled his fists.
"You love me", Taehyung hummed.

"Ugh, yes I do", Jungkook let out, wrapping his arms around Taehyung's body as he pulled him closer. "So, so much", he whispered.
"I love you more", Taehyung whispered, kissing his ear.

"No, you don't", Jungkook literally yelled out. He then pushed Taehyung away, almost down on the floor.
That's when the door opened and Mr Jeon and Junghyun walked in. Jungkook immediately grabbed his blanket and threw it above them while Taehyung blacked out, realising his death day was settled.

Mr Jeon furrowed his brows, watching them for a while.
"Daddy, learn to knock!", Jungkook groaned.

"Don't call me Daddy, you're gay I bet you use that word for Taehyung as well", Mr Jeon hummed, eyes landing on Taehyung.

"Mr Jeon! I'm! so! sorry!", Taehyung cried out, "I wasn't going to break your rules-"

"Why my son is naked then?", the man asked amused.

"I like sleeping naked", Jungkook quickly said.

"I listened for like twenty minutes, I'm pretty sure this wasn't supposed to end up in sleeping", Junghyun grinned.
Jungkook threw a pillow at his head, "We had a bro promise. You just broke it, asshole."

Mr Jeon sighed, "If I were you Taehyung, I wouldn't let him get away with his behavior, I thought you're the man in this relationship."
With that he left the room, followed by Junghyun.

"Did your Dad just allow me to fuck the shit out of you for being a brat?", Taehyung asked confused.
Jungkook gasped and grabbed the blanket, "Oh my god", he sighed, knowing it'd get rough in here now.

"You can call me Taehyung, Baby. God isn't necessary-"

Jungkook rolled his eyes.
Taehyung smirked, "Did you just roll your eyes at me?"

"Yes, I did. So what." Jungkook was pissed.

"So what? I feel like your father is right, you've got to make up for lots of things you did the last two years", Taehyung hummed, dominance literally sparkling in his eyes.
Jungkook loved it. He always liked rough Taehyung best.

"I really did many bad things", Jungkook agreed. "Maybe you should fuck me the whole night as a punishment-"

"Thought you're not having sex without a relationship."

"But I've been a brat, you shouldn't give me a choice", Jungkook reminded him softly. "Not doing anything without your consent, baby", Taehyung teased.

"You've got my consent, I want that", Jungkook quickly said, uncovering his boner again. "Look!"

Taehyung glanced down, smirking. "Needy Kook is the best Kook", he hummed, slowly touching the boy's length, teasing him with his fingertips.

"Mhm, yes", Jungkook's eyes fell shut.

Taehyung's fingers found its way up Jungkook's ass, twirling amd circling in there softly. The younger started moaning so quick-, so loud. His high-pitched moans were probably heard through the whole house, mixed with needy whimpers how he wanted more.

The younger got showered with kisses along with slow but caring preparation to make sure he wouldn't feel pain at all.
Jungkook took Taehyung's fingers so well, even when it were four fingers scissoring him-, Kook took it all without complaining.

"You've practised", Taehyung suddenly said. Jungkook wasn't like that back then.

The boy beneath him blushed madly, "I-I.. No", he whispered.
"Of course you did, I know how you are during sex with me", Taehyung mumbled.

"Fine! I bought a dildo and a-and-", Jungkook stilled, not wanting to speak it out.

"You just pushed it up your ass everyday, thinking of me, right?", Taehyung finished.

"Tae", Jungkook whined.

But the older only smirked and then spread his long fingers inside of Jungkook, making the younger wince in pain, "F-fuck."

"Bet your dildo can't do that", Taehyung smirked and Jungkook scoffed.

He got no further answer, instead Jungkook's eyes flattered shut as whimpers left his mouth. The older's fingers would always feel like heaven to Jungkook, there was nothing in the world that could compare to how Taehyung made him feel. Honestly, Jungkook couldn't imagine anymore how he stayed two years with a damn girl while Taehyung was literally out there, existing.

Quite a bit later Taehyung pulled his fingers out and brought himself into the right position, "Ready?", he asked lovingly, giving Jungkook kisses along his collarbones, sucking on his skin teasingly.

"Y-yeah", Jungkook's voice was cracking, sounding so sweet though.
Taehyung thrusted his cock in, slowly but all at once. He filled the younger out completely which made Jungkook moan out in pleasure, sighing happily. "I missed this", he voiced, wrapping his arms around Taehyung's body to pull him closer.

"I missed this too", Tae responded, moving so soft inside the younger while he didn't stop kissing him. They pulled a blanket above them, Jungkook quickly pressed the light switch off besides his bed and the room went dark.
Taehyung chuckled lightly, "I wanted to see your beautiful face Baby", he hummed.

"And I just want to feel you", Jungkook whispered back, pouting his lips. "Kiss me", he demanded and Taehyung did so, lips melting into a passionate kiss, overwhelming both boys with feelings, butterflies and all that other stuff you get when you're in love.

The curtains were closed, only a few rays of sunlight shining through. They made Jungkook's cheeks glow in the dark, his eyes sparkle a little more than usually and his lips looking so kissable in that light.

While they moved on, Taehyung still being soft and careful with the younger, they stopped kissing and just looked at each other lovingly, enjoying their first time after all the drama and hardships.
But what Taehyung only realised after minutes of silence was the salty taste on his lips after he gave Jungkook another kiss.

"Are you crying?", he asked carefully.

Jungkook sniffled, not saying a word.

"Oh god, am I hurting you?!", Taehyung said shocked and stopped his movements immediately. But Jungkook quickly shook his head, "I'm just so happy", he sobbed quietly.

Taehyung looked a little confused but kept moving then.

"And I'm so in love with you, Taehyungie", he whispered. "And I'm so sorry I hurt you and said you're not worth losing Sana", he kept trying to get his thoughts into words. Taehyung was listening quietly, kissing his cheeks as a response to kiss the tears away.

"I want to be better, Taehyungie", he hummed. "And never hurt you again."

The older smiled, "You've been worth all the pain, Jungkookie", his voice was soft and loving, giving Jungkook chills just by listening to it.

"No, no one but you would have kept up with me for so long", Kook let out, tears falling again.

"Well, I fell for the little Kookie I met that weekend two years ago and I've always knew he's still in there, loving me", Taehyung hummed. "You're worth it, Koo."

"I am?", the younger asked cutely, tilting his head.

"Yes you are."

"Taehyungie I'm afraid", Jungkook admitted, "If we won't break up, there are people coming after us-"

"I know", Taehyung nodded, "This is just the beginning.. Sadly", he wiped Jungkook's tears away, sighing quietly.

"You won't leave me when things get hard, right?", Kook asked.
"Did I ever do that?", Taehyung questioned back.

"No, never."

"See", Tae smiled, "I'm pretty sure the whole world will be against us someday", he then added.
Jungkook bit his lips, tears coming up again.

"You have to decide if I'm worth losing everything in the worst case scenario. Everything but me", Taehyung mumbled.

Jungkook nodded immediately, "I wouldn't mind the world hating us if it means loving you forever-"

"Great, then there's nothing we have to be afraid of", the older smiled and patted Jungkook's head.
Then they started kissing again, and got off not too much later.

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Taehyung and Jungkook didn't leave their room afterwards, enjoying their privacy for once with cuddling and lots of love.
The next morning wasn't that much fun though, it ended up being horribly awkward. Jungkook's mother sat at the table, face blank and colorless. She stared at her food, gulping dryly before drinking her glass of milk and eating the eggs on her plate.

Junghyun was playing a videogame, being exactly the way he always was; lame.

While Jungkook's father was sharpening all his knives, sitting calmly at the table while eyeing Taehyung the whole time. Taehyung felt his cock hurting just by watching the man working on his knives while looking so frightening calm.

"The walls aren't that thick, Taehyung. Just so you know", he said, smiling bittersweetly.

The boy gulped, avoiding the man's gaze and didn't respond at all.

"Jungkook being a brat should be dealed with by ignoring him for a good while or taking his games away", he added. "Not what you thought I meant."

Taehyung panicked internally.

"Look at all my knives, Taehyung", Mr Jeon smiled. "This is what I use for young brown haired boys who have sex with my son even though I told them not to."

His wife was still in shock, not wanting to comprehend that she heard her own kid moan all night because he got fucked.
Jungkook sat there, highkey embarrassed.

"I-I a-am sorry", Taehyung stuttered, shyly looking up.

"My son is full of innocence yet you had sex with him", Mr Jeon concluded. "Guess he's not so innocent with you."

Jungkook blushed, close to tears. "Dad, stop-"

"Actually all I wanted to say is that I approve of you, Taehyung. You know when to break a rule", the man suddenly said and broke into laughter, putting his knives away.
"Just tried to scare you away to see if my son is important enough to you."

Taehyung didn't knew if he meant that or not--

"So I can still be his boyfriend?", he asked quietly, hope coming up.

"From what I heard of your conversation, you guys aren't even a couple", Mr Jeon grinned. "I'd change that quickly, Taehyung. I like you, honestly. But I don't like my son having sex without a relationship. Might shoot the guy he has it with-"

"Can you stop joking about killing the love of my life-", Jungkook whined.

"I'm a father, I have every right to be overprotective", Mr Jeon snapped.
"You're creepy, not protective!", Kook cried out.

"And you're acting childish yet you do adult stuff in the bedroom, funny how things differ, huh."

Taehyung giggled, they were good at punching back. Like father like son.

"No, Koo it's fine. I'll be exactly the same with our kid one day! Anyways, do you want to be my boyfriend before I get killed??", he quickly said.
And Jungkook's jaw dropped, "Oh my god, yes!"
He jumped onto Taehyung's lap and pressed their lips together.

Junghyun hugged his mother, "Mom our babie kookie is growing up so fast-"
"Five years ago he still jumped on my lap in excitement", the mother said sadly as she watched her son making out with his boyfriend.

Mr Jeon shrugged and then got up, "Glad he's comfortable enough to do this in front of me", he sighed, smiled and then walked towards the kitchen, thinking of rainbows and pink unicorns.

Maybe the whole homosexuality wasn't pure evil, maybe his son really did find happiness in it.

And the rather old man couldn't feel happier than seeing his son being this happy with someone.

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taekook remains superior in this book