me: *adds drama and angst to her stories*
also me, literally two chapters later:

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"Jungkook!", Taehyung pushed the bedroom door of Sana's room open without even thinking about knocking. He shouldn't have done that though. What he walked in to was in every single way breaking his heart all over again.

Sana on top of Jungkook's lap, giggling softly while their lips were pressed together, Jungkook's hands roaming along the girl's back, pulling her closer with every kiss they shared. They truly looked so good together, as if they'd be made for each other.
Jungkook turned his head when the door opened, rolling his eyes instantly when he saw his Ex walking in.

"Ever heard of knocking, dumbass?"

"Jungkook!", Taehyung said in a small voice and walked closer to grab Kook's hand. "Sana isn't as good as she seems. She's friends with Yeona! S-she took the pictures of us, s-she made those threats!!", he started blurting out what he still remembered from the conversation he had with the dark brown-ish haired girl that just appeared to be a new staff.

Sana bit her lips while listening to Taehyung, "Babe, don't listen to him. He's lying", she said softly, brushing through Jungkook's hair lovingly.

The boy was quiet for a while, staring at Taehyung in disbelief while he still held Sana pressed against him, hugging her tightly.

"Oh fuck off Taehyung", he finally said. "You do realise your whole behavior is ridiculous, right?", he chuckled amused. "Go away."
But Taehyung shook his head, no matter how much his words hurt, "Kookie", he pleaded, reaching for one of his hands.
The younger pushed it away immediately, expression angered.

"What the fuck do you want from me, Tae?", he laughed. "Is it so hard for you to accept I'm happy with what I found? If you'd really love me, you'd be happy for me."

"B-but she's lying", Taehyung whispered, glancing at Sana who was smiling calmly. Jungkook didn't even see that creepy smile of hers. "Last night you were all over me and now it's her? What did I do wrong?", Taehyung sighed.

Jungkook let out a groan and then pushed Sana off gently. "Sorry Baby. I think I gotta go figure some stuff out with my Ex", he hummed and then walked out of the room, followed by Taehyung. He didn't want to have this conversation in front of Sana.
Taehyung reached for his hand quietly, wanting so desperately to hold it but Jungkook pushed it off immediately. "Stop touching me", he whined, feeling the tingeling sensations in his stomach from the smallest touch.

The older pulled back, "S-sorry", he whispered.

They entered their own room, Jungkook slamming the door shut and then turning to Taehyung with his eyebrows risen. "You really need to work on your jealousy problems, Tae", Jungkook stated.

"Kookie, please. I love you enough to put your happiness above mine but she's lying. Ask Yeona, gosh that bitch showed up and told me Sana helped her get in! You have to believe me!"

"Of course she'd say that. Yeona is a possessive bitch, Sana is my girlfriend. Guess who's number one on her list to try to make look bad." Jungkook chuckled. "I've known her for two years, Tae. She was there when you weren't. Don't make me choose, I will not take you this time!"

"Last night you were pretty sure you're still into me", Taehyung pouted.

"Well that's because I love you", Jungkook shrugged, eyeing Taehyung sadly. He'd always be in love with the boy's handsome face and his cute personality. This guy was everything Jungkook ever wanted, and maybe even more. "So where's the problem? There are so many people supporting us-"

"It's not worth it Tae", Jungkook said distantly.

"You are not worth losing her, I'm sorry."

And this hit just the right spot. Taehyung had no words, no strength to even fight this. If that's what he was convinced of, maybe it was true. "Okay", he let out in a small voice and then rushed out of the room to avoid anything further.
Fuck, this hurt.
Taehyung wasn't worth it after all, all it took was a stupid girl to show up and destroy everything they built up back then.

Jungkook stood there helplessly, feeling like he said something very wrong but he couldn't take it back anyway. So he just decided to let it be.

*

"What are you doing in my bed, Taehyung", Jimin sighed when he walked into their hotel room and found Taehyung wrapped up in blankets, hugging Yoongi and sobbing quietly. Yoongi had his nose scrunched and looked pissed as fuck. He didn't like people invading his personal space (Jimin not counting).

"I'm using your plushie to feel better", the boy explained quietly, nuzzling his head into Yoongi's chest. The older whined out in discomfort. Jimin chuckled, "Alright", he hummed and then snuggled onto both of them, wrapping the blankets around all of them.

"Help", Yoongi groaned but got ignored. Instead Taehyung and Jimin hugged him even tighter, he really was such a good body pillow to hug.

"Don't be a whiny bitch, babe", Jimin sighed, ruffling the boy's hair.

"I hate my life", Yoongi hummed when he touched his sweater which was completely wet from Taehyung's tears.
"What happened though?", Jimin then asked softly, turning his attention to Taehyung.

"Jungkook literally told me Sana is worth losing me", he laughed bitterly, biting his lips.

"Wow I'm literally so sick of this drama", Hoseok said from the other side of the room, looking up from the porn magazine he was reading casually in front of the other members.

"Same", Yoongi agreed.

Only Jimin made a sad face and kissed Taehyung on his forehead, "Jungkook is dumb, we've been knew", he shrugged. "I liked his 16 year old self more."

The others agreed with that. "I can't believe he's into boobs now-", Hoseok hummed. "Thought we stan dicks in here."
"We do", Yoongi let out, grossed out by the thought of girls and boobs which made him hide his face in Jimin's chest.

"He's not into girls, he's into the idea of being into them", Taehyung sighed. "He's into me."

"It's just a phase", Jimin shrugged. "Kids tend to experiment y'know? Girls are probably fun to play with. Don't know, never tried. But I can imagine. He'll go back to dicks once he realises girls aren't for any of us."

Hoseok and Yoongi agreed while Taehyung pouted a little. "And then I'll just take him back?"

"You will anyways, even if we say now that he doesn't deserve it. Let's be honest, all of this is predictable", Jimin chuckled.

"I've got an idea", Yoongi hummed. "Let him starve."

"What." Hoseok's eyes widened. "We're not killing Jungkook!"

"Yes, we're not killing my babie!", Taehyung cried out, "It wouldn't be fun if there would be nothing left to grab and hold a-and--"
"Taehyung, I didn't mean not giving him food, jesus", Yoongi rolled his eyes.

"Dumb shits", Jimin joined in, tsking at Hoseok and Taehyung.
"What did you mean though?", he asked Yoongi quietly.

"Jungkook is so used to Taehyung running after him, especially since he's with Sana", Yoongi started, "People tend to realise what they lost when it's gone. When Taehyung was with Hoseok, Jungkook had something to be angry about. But now? He'll regret letting Tae go if Tae stops running after him-"

Taehyung nodded, kinda agreeing with what Yoongi said. Hoseok did so too.
Jimin had a boner, "Fuck you're so sexy when you're saying smart things-"

Hoseok and Taehyung scrunched their noses in disgust. "How", Taehyung whined. "Y'all are together for two years and he still gets horny that easily-"

"That's how good relationships work, Tae", Yoongi sighed and then pulled Jimin into his arms, kissing him softly.
"Yup, time to go", Taehyung got up and rushed out of the room. Hoseok stayed and watched, it was better than porn anyways. Maybe he could join?

Who knows.

Taehyung however walked out, trying to find another place to sleep. Until he realised he could just throw Jungkook out of the room, he had a girlfriend to sleep at, right?
So he made his way back to their shared hotel room, walked in and found Jungkook in boxers sitting at the window, looking effortlessly beautiful while seeming so aesthetic in front of the window. Ugh, Taehyung's heart dropped at his love's sight.

"Tae!", Jungkook let out weakly when he saw him coming up.
"Don't waste your energy, Koo", Taehyung shrugged and hushed over to the bed, grabbing his stuff to shower. "I'm sorry for what I said earlier!", he squealed, got up and rushed over to Taehyung.

"Okay", Taehyung shrugged, trying his hardest to seem distant and not caring.

"Okay?", Jungkook asked.

"Yes", Taehyung replied, choosing some tight boxers to wear after showering. He'd let Jungkook suffer.

"So you're not mad?", Jungkook tilted his head, stepping closer while looking at him with those big and doey, pretty eyes of his. Effortlessly perfect, that's all Taehyung could think of.

"Nope, you're not worth the energy", Taehyung said coldly, turned around and rushed into the shower.
He took his time, maybe a little extra too long so he hadn't had to face Jungkook again. Gosh, why was it so hard not to fall for him everytime he looked into his eyes-

The way Taehyung felt about Jungkook was in so many ways special and unique, yet he couldn't even explain it properly.
Sometimes it felt like the sun kissing your skin after months of cloudy skies and grey colors dominating the daylight. Other times it felt like the feeling of not knowing what you're actually doing, a feeling of overwhelming and drowning thoughts, all coming at you at once.

There was no proper explanation for what he felt.

Jungkook sat in bed meanwhile, patiently waiting for Taehyung to finish his one hour long shower. He was texting Sana during this, yet he couldn't get it out of his head what Taehyung said earlier. What if Yeona was here for real? That'd be the end of Jungkook's life for sure. Not to be dramatic, but he was fucking scared of this bitch.

Jungkook:
tae's legit taking an hour to shower

Sana:
so what? let him take his time 😂

Jungkook:
u.u hmm

Sana:
why won't you come back to my room i'd like to sleep next to you 💙

Jungkook:
room assignments yk
we're bound to listen to what we've been told

Sana:
since when do u do that?

Jungkook:
now

Sana:
are you pissed or something?
is it because of what tae said earlier?
i can explain! i actually know her, yeah. but we're definitely not friends

Jungkook:
why did u never tell me you know my ex?

Sana:
cuz she's threatening me and i didn't want to bother you with it ): you have enough trouble with tae

Jungkook:
hmm
ugh i literally can't be mad at you, you're too perfect. you literally have explanations for everything

Sana:
maybe because im actually not THAT bad? 😂

Jungkook:
true 😂❤
well fine, i'll stop being mad. tae is just jealous anyway

Sana:
I'd freak out too if someone would say something like that.
yeona is a bitch, koo 💙 don't let her get between you and me or you and tae

Jungkook:
i love you ): 💚

Sana:
hmm so is he still in the shower?

Jungkook:
yes. bet he's jerking off or something

Sana:
awww without ur help, poor koo 🤠

Jungkook:
stop being so okay with my gay affection towards my ex omg

Sana:
does it bother you huh 🤠

Jungkook:
cant you be jealous for ONCE

Sana:
do you WANT me to? 🤠

Jungkook:
I'd like if you'd do what you want instead of caring of my feelings more

Sana:
fine, i want to push a dildo up your ass rn, wanna come over??😂

Jungkook:
i---

Sana:
i was kidding

Jungkook:
nice now i want something up my ass

Sana:
tae's right in the bathroom next door

Jungkook:
oh? am i allowed to???? 🤠

Sana:
no you're not :) but it's a free country so you do you

Jungkook:
oooh wait he's out of the shower now

*

Jungkook's jaw dropped.
Taehyung was rubbing his towel above his wet hair, wearing nothing but tight boxers. Did he recently got abs? Oh my god. Jungkook couldn't keep his mouth shut at this, so he let out a weak "Oh fuck my life."
Taehyung gave him a quick glance, pretty much irritated at his reaction.

"Don't act as if you'd see my body for the first time", he hummed and then brushed the towel along his body to dry the last few waterdrops dropping of his hot skin.

"Did your dick grow-", Jungkook asked, staring at Taehyung's huge bulge in those tiny boxers. "Oh my gosh", he breathed out, losing it.

"More than yours for sure", Taehyung hummed and then put a shirt on, throwing the towel on the bed.
Jungkook ignored the comment, instead he grabbed the towel and touched it for a while. It brushed Taehyung's body everywhere, so-

"You're so weird", Taehyung said while eyeing Jungkook sniffling the towel now.
"You're so perfect", Jungkook snapped back, sighing to himself.

It was so hard to be straight in a world where Kim Taehyung exists.

Taehyung however laid down in bed, wrapped into the blanket and ignored Jungkook's existence completely. It was a bit like back then when Taehyung brushed Jungkook off and Jungkook ran after him.

Only that this time Jungkook had to give a little more effort.

"Taehyungggg", Jungkook trailed while he laid next to him in silence, not knowing what to say.

"What?"

"My thigh is itchy-- Can you scratch it?", Jungkook asked bluntly.
"You've got two hands given by god, use them", Taehyung hummed, closing his eyes to fall asleep. They had a long day tomorrow-, traveling to another japanese city to perform there.

"Taeee", Jungkook whined. "I'm freezing."

"Go ask Sana to cuddle you to sleep", Taehyung hoarsed, voice deep. It gave Jungkook shivers and butterflies at the same time. Did this idiot even know how amazing he was? In every way.
Gosh, Jungkook couldn't bare looking at this boy at all. Even if he tried his very best, he'd always be so weak for him.

Jungkook really wanted to make it work with Sana. She made him feel safe and happy, she was always there for him and it was easy with her. There were no struggles, no one forbidding them or telling them it was wrong what they felt. Everyone was fine with it and it was so calming. Jungkook needed that.
This small, pretty girl came into his life at a time he needed someone the most, no matter how much he was in love with Taehyung, he simply wasn't able to let. her. go.

It's like holding onto your safe home even though the greatest adventure is right in front of your eyes. Or staying with your old habits even though you've always craved to be somebody else, to feel another way and do other things. Yet you stick to what makes you feel safe.
And somehow, Sana felt like home to Jungkook after two years leaning on her.

Every single inch of his body craved for the person next to him though.

"Taehyungie", Jungkook whispered after a while, interrupting Taehyung's sleep yet again.
"What do you want?!", Taehyung hissed, kinda angered that the younger wouldn't let him sleep.

"Can I touch your dick."

"No", Taehyung sighed.

"But I want to."

"Calm your balls, Jeon fucking Jungkook", Taehyung groaned, turning away from the younger. "You made a decision now fucking stick to it and leave me the fuck alone or I'll ask for a room change."

Jungkook silenced after this, not wanting the older to sleep in a room with someone else.

They fell asleep not much later.
Not knowing yet what a morning they had ahead waiting for them- 

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taekook is this 👉👈 close to fucking instead of staying mad at each other and i love that🤠