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Somewhere around 3am, Taehyung woke up from the empty feeling besides him. The king-sized bed suddenly feeling way too big for him. And there was something else missing. His boyfriend curled up in Taehyung's arms, humming softly in his sleep while he looked like the most adorable thing on earth.

"Baby?", the older asked confused as he blinked his eyes several times to see clearly in the dark. "Hm?", Jungkook's high-pitched voice appeared from across the room. He sat at the window ledge, staring outside. It was dark and rain was falling heavily.

Streets empty yet fully enlightened by the signs and lamps everywhere. Barely any people were walking outside which was a little unusual to see since they were from Seoul, a city that practically never sleeps.
But here? Only once in a while a random person crossed the streets, wearing dark clothes and caps to protect themselves from the rain.

Jungkook was staring at a couple sitting on a bench, the girl was crying and the boy trying to cheer her up. She kept brushing hin off though. "What are you doing that late at night?", Taehyung hummed but got up slowly and made his way towards his boyfriend. As soon as he arrived there he wrapped his arms around Jungkook's smaller body and hugged him tightly.

"I'm watching the rain", Jungkook explained quietly. "And I'm thinking about stuff-"

"What stuff?", Taehyung asked slowly, giving him a kiss on his cheek. Jungkook's heart speeded up but his expression dropped when he thought about all the things going through his mind.
"Doesn't matter", he said quickly. "It's not important", his eyes trailed back outside.

But Taehyung wouldn't let this slide, so he simply sat down next to Jungkook, grabbed his hands to hold them and gave him a smile.
"To me, it does matter. Tell me about your 3am thoughts Baby", Taehyung suggested, sounding so sweet and caring that Jungkook couldn't help but smile.

"No one cares about 3am thoughts", he chuckled but then shifted closer to Taehyung and nuzzled his head into his neck. Their gazes went outside again and Jungkook sighed, "I just thought", he started with a sigh, "Imagine if we could go outside and hold hands and talk on a bench in the middle of the night or what if we could kiss in the rain like they always do in romantic movies or imagine we could have real dates a-and-", he stopped when he felt Taehyung hugging him even tighter from behind.

"That would be amazing", he agreed.

"But we can never do that", Jungkook whined.

"I thought about what would have happened if we never joined this band. They let us be together, yeah. But what if we could just be free--", Jungkook sighed.

"We would have to give up our whole future for this", Taehyung hummed.
Jungkook nodded, "Y-yeah. W-would you?"

"Would I do that?", Taehyung asked quietly.
"Y-yes, a-and be with me forever", Jungkook smiled shyly.

Taehyung giggled a little, "What a question", he ruffled Jungkook's hair. "I'd fight wars for you, Jungkook, I don't mind giving up a career if it means you'd be happier."

Jungkook's cheeks flushed red, "Then we could kiss in the rain-"

"You really want to do that, huh?", Taehyung asked amused when he saw Jungkook's eyes going big and doey, sparkling and glowing more than ever. "Y-yes", he admitted.

"Y'know we can do that without giving up everything, right?", Taehyung grinned. "W-we can?", Jungkook asked.

The older nodded and then got up, pulling Jungkook with him. "The streets are empty, we can go outside-"
Jungkook squeaked in happiness as he put his shoes on quicker than ever and then took Taehyung's hand again. "No jackets! Or else it's not the real vibe", he said in excitement. "Alright", Taehyung hummed, a little worried about getting sick but he wouldn't deny his excited baby any wish.

So they made their way outside.
Once they were on the streets, Jungkook turned into the cutest child ever. He widened his arms and started spinning around himself, rain hitting his face and soaking his clothes wet.
Taehyung only laughed, watching Jungkook being adorable.

Jungkook hopped around, sticking his tongue out to catch the raindrops, wiggling his hands in the air, "This is great", he cheered.

"Babe, usually you get pissed when you have to go through the rain-", Taehyung commented, still eyeing his boyfriend fondly.
"And I thought we're gonna make out", he added in a pout.

Jungkook stopped in his movements, facing Taehyung now. His hair was glued to his forehead, small raindrops falling from his long lashes as his breath went on heavily.
He looked beautiful right this very moment, well he always did but right now, there wasn't a single flaw Taehyung could recognise.

"I'm just very happy right now", Jungkook admitted shyly, showing his bunny teeth when he couldn't help a shy grin as he stepped closer and waited for Taehyung to do the first step.

"Hug me", he demanded.
"Oho", Taehyung laughed and then wrapped his arms around Jungkook. "Bossy much, huh", he leaned down until their lips almost met.

"It's cute how you're too shy to kiss me outside when you're usually so needy for kisses", Taehyung teased a little, blinking slowly.
He hoped he'd always remember this moment. For the rest of his life.
Jungkook's eyes were wide open as he nervously bit his lips. "I'm just used to be hidden away-"

"We shouldn't be hidden away", Taehyung whispered and a second later their lips met.
Jungkook relaxed in the older's arms instantly, melting into the kiss as his fingers went beneath Taehyung's shirt, hoping it'd be warm underneath because the younger one started to freeze a little.

Their kiss went on for quite a while, only interrupted by them gasping for air but quickly continued.
For Taehyung it was nothing but giving in to Jungkook's wishes, to be able to see his genuine smile and the happiness glued to his eyes.

While for Jungkook the world reached a Fullstop. His thoughts stopped spinning and something inside of him got woken up by this one kiss in public.
Probably none of this would matter to anyone tomorrow, but Jungkook gained so much strength from this. Sadly giving him the power he needed wasn't exactly what should have happened because Jungkook and Taehyung combined, oh well what a dangerous combination.

While Taehyung always knew where his priorities were, Jungkook just discovered them.

"I think we can change the world", he said after they pulled back.
"And I think I want to come out."

*

Silence demanded the rest of the night. After Jungkook said that, Taehyung just let out a sigh and went back in, not saying much to it.
Jungkook felt his heart clench a little when he saw Taehyung not going to bed with him, instead the boy walked into the kitchen. His face was expressionless and he seemed a little frightened.

"Are you ashamed of me?", Jungkook asked quietly after he followed Taehyung around, sitting down at the kitchen counter while Taehyung opened up a coke and drank it down in one sip.
"Stop drinking so much sugar at night, it's unhealthy Babe", Jungkook rolled his eyes and took the bottle away from Taehyung.

Taehyung wasn't saying anything at all, his eyes glued to Jungkook and his eyebrows furrowed.

"Tae talk to me", Jungkook whined. "I'm sorry I shouldn't have said that I know you're probably ashamed of me and I'm not that much of a great boyfriend and I'm ugly and dumb and you deserve better but I just felt like we could really make it in that moment I'm sorry I take it ba-", he didn't get further because Taehyung pressed their lips together as he held Jungkook's face between his hands to hold him close while he kept kissing his lips roughly.

"T-tae", Jungkook whimpered after he pulled back again, "Please say something", he pouted.

Taehyung sighed. "Y-yeah we can do that", he finally said and gave Jungkook a small smile.

"What", Jungkook asked dumbfounded.

"We can come out together", Taehyung repeated, holding Jungkook's hands for a while.

"What", Jungkook tilted his head, still too dumb to understand what Taehyung just said.

"Oh my fucking godness", Taehyung grumbled. "Let's go wash your ears."

Jungkook's jaw was dropped, "So why didn't you say this earlier-", he asked quietly, pulling on Taehyung's sleeve shyly. "I felt so embarrassed-"

Taehyung bit his lips, "Well I'm pretty sure my family will punch me to death for coming into public with a boyfriend and they won't ever talk to me again", he started. "And we've got a band with 5 other dudes. We'll ruin their career because there's no way we will be able to stay in our company if we come out in a homophobic country."
Jungkook looked sad just by listening, "And I'm still not sure if you'll stay with me since you're changing your mind daily-", Taehyung finished.

Jungkook looked down, "I didn't think about that", he sighed.

"Yeah, because your parents support you whatever you do", Taehyung smiled fondly. "Which is great!"

"Why did you say yes if it's that hard for you?", Jungkook asked quietly.

"Well, for me you're worth losing everything", Taehyung shrugged. "I know, you don't feel the same since I wasn't even worth losing Sana but to me you're.. everything? Sorry, I'm cringey but you're literally all I have", he whispered, brushing along Jungkook's cheek.

"S-sorry", Jungkook hummed. "I suck-"

"My dick? Yes please", Taehyung joked so Jungkook wouldn't feel bad about what Taehyung just said.
Jungkook didn't even hesitated, he just plopped down on his knees and gulped dryly as he started to unzip Taehyung's pants.

"Wait Jungkook I was kidding", Taehyung quickly said, panicking a little as he pulled Jungkook back up. "Stop doing whatever I want-"

"I kinda owe it to you after all my bullshit-", Jungkook hummed, looking sadder than ever.

"No, No no no Jungkook stop", Taehyung whined and pulled him into a hug, "You don't owe me anything we both did so many wrong things! I hooked up with Hoseok even though I knew it'd break your heart, I wasn't any better", Taehyung whispered and kissed Jungkook's lips twice.

"You don't owe me anything, you're never going to go on your knees for me again is that clear? Not if we're not both really extremely fucking horny and you do it on your own free will, yeah?"

Jungkook rolled his eyes, "So what about my wedding proposal?", he asked in a pout.

"Dude, I'm the one who will do the proposal", Taehyung snapped and looked at Jungkook a little pissed.
"Why! I'm not the girl!", Jungkook pouted.

"But you're like a prince, so you're the one who deserves to be asked, not the other way round."

"I hate being a bottom", Jungkook gritted his teeth, "I want to do the proposal I'm manlier than you!"

"Jungkook", Taehyung said in a real deep voice.
"Huh??", Jungkook squeaked.

"You? Manlier?", he raised an eyebrow. "As much as I love and adore you but no."
Jungkook balled his fists and then went to bed, "Watch me propose first and there's nothing you can do about it."

"I can say no", Taehyung winked.

"YOU WOULD SAY NO TO MY WEDDING PROPOSAL?", Jungkook yelled at Taehyung and pulled the blanket above his head after he rushed over to the bed.
"Yes if you continue being a brat about this, I will never marry your dumbass", Taehyung argued and crawled under the blanket where he started hugging the pouting kid.

Jungkook tried to push him away for like 0,5 seconds then ended up snuggling closer.

"So that means we can break up, I'm not being with you if you won't marry me someday", Jungkook explained firmly.
"Literally 20 minutes ago you were ready to tell the world you're gay, now we're back at breaking up for childish reasons?", Taehyung laughed amused and let his hands slide down Jungkook's body.

"I- uh.. well", Jungkook stuttered, focused on Taehyung's hands that got closer to his lower area. "Banana", he let out for absolutely no reason and then whined because he felt himself harden just because Taehyung palmed his cock  through his boxers.

"Banana?", Taehyung repeated with a teasing tone. "Babe, this isn't an answer."

"What did you say? I forgot-", Jungkook admitted, cheeks flushing red.
"Why is that?", Taehyung asked.

"Because you can never leave your hands off me for more than 5 minutes and it's distracting and oh my", he stilled and moaned out quietly when Taehyung suddenly got inside his tiny boxers and stroke along his length.

"Sorry", Taehyung chuckled but just kept going.
"I'm just reminding you why breaking up is a dumb idea-"

"I wouldn't break up with you anyway?? Who said such a bullshit", Jungkook whined quietly, hoping for more than just a handjob.
"You said it. 5 minutes ago", Taehyung stated, his fingers now wandering towards Jungkook's ass where the older simply pushed them in real deep. They automatically hit Jungkook's sensitive spot since Taehyung's fingers were hella long and Jungkook's everything really tiny and tight. His ass, his dick--

"B-bullshit", Jungkook whispered. "W-why would I-"

"Because I told you you're not the one who will do the wedding proposal-", Taehyung grinned, thrusting his fingers in all the time.

"Well, of course I'm not", Jungkook said confused. "I want to be treated like a princess and you have to buy me a diamond ring and I want to have a proposal at the beach and a summer wedding. You'll wear black, I'll wear white and it'll be a princess-wedding in an old castle with all our friends and family and I want a big cake and in the middle of the party I want us to go to our room and", he let out a small moan because Taehyung hit him just right, "I want your dick up my ass all night~"

Taehyung laughed a little after listening to all of that.

"Wow, what change in mind three fingers up your ass can cause, huh."

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okay very important question. in the original version i wrote for this book, there was a sequel. im not sure if i should bring it back after i finish nonstop so i REALLY need ur opinions
to all the rereaders; the sequel will be really different. and the ending for nonstop and the sequel will also change so don't expect the same sksks

but IF i bring it back, nonstop will be cut a little shorter probably