i'm gonna let y'all read my text messages between my friends because i'm literally losing my mind but i need to give you context so here's the text messages between me and this guy who i'll call jc

october 14th

jc: l'm not gonna say l'm looking for a relationship rn bc I'm not fr trynna stay away from those rn but we can vibe and see what happens :)

jc: You're really cute even tho u may not smoke I could see you being a good smoke buddy

me: LMAO THANKS 😭

last night

jc: u a good kisser 👀

me: i've never kissed anyone

jc: are you being deadass
jc: that's means you're a virgin right

me: yeah 🧍

jc: that's actually very rare i'm surprised 😭

me: *keyboard smash* 😭

jc: should let me be your first kiss

me: if you insist 🤭 (said jokingly)

long conversation

jc: I'm basically saying like if I kiss you and we start making out would u want me to try and initiate more or do you just wanna stick with that

YALL HOW DID IT SWTICH UP LIKE THAT ITS BEEN 3 DAYS WHAT YHE HELL

this is my irl best friend and i

like why would he jump like that 😭

i'm supposed to be meeting him on friday but like

maybe it's a sign to stop girlbossing

— lucy has her mind boggled !!

zed from zombies would never do this

bye :))))