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Recap : Swara showering her love on Sanskar.

In SwaSan Room!!

Swara is sleeping on bed wrapped in white sheet till her chest, she awakes by soft caressing on her hairs. She open her eyes and find Sanskar and smile at him cutely forwarding arms toward him for hug. He smile and embrace her laying on her completely, their lips meet in a soft smooch. He smooch her lips caressing her bare arms.

After a while!

He break kiss and get inside of her blanket and take her bare body on his body! And keep caressing her assets.

After a minute!!

Sanskar forward breakfast to Swara and they do breakfast while cuddling each other.

Swara : Sanskar, today you are gonna go for therapy?

He just hummed.

Swara : Sanskar are you listening me na? You have to go today! You can't make me fool again.
Ah!

As he dig his finger in her jerking her and shake her thrusting her love hole.

Swara : ah! Sanskar! What are you doing?

Sanskar : you started your boring therapy conversation in morning only, you need punishment! ( increasing his speed shaking her, she moans)

Swara : ah, ah! Stop!

Sanskar : no! Say sorry!

Swara : it's for you! Ah! ( getting shivering by his speed)

Sanskar: I will go!! But you should only focus on me, not anything else. ( thrust her more)

Swara : ummm! Okay, but.. you aren't getting late!

Sanskar : you want me to stop?

Swara : ummm, yes! ( he stop) ah, nooooo! Do!! ( restlessly)
PLEASE.

He smirks and thrust her core more and make her cum in large amount.
He take off his clothes and come above on her and take off blanket from her and apart her leg and thrust his manhood in her and start thrusting her hardly and passionately wrapping her legs around his waist and deepen the shots making her scream in pain and pleasure.

After sometime!!

Sanskar bring Swara in room in his arms while wrapping themselves in one towel. He make her sit down on bed and bring her clothes and make her wear her clothes lovingly make her smile.

After sometime!

Swara : I will go with you.

Sanskar : Swara, you don't believe me?

Swara : I do, but I want to be part of your therapy session.

Sanskar's face turn stern.

Swara : please Sanskar.

He melt listening her pleading and nodded yes. She smile happily and hug him. He also hug her.

At evening!

SwaSan are sitting in front of therapist and the therapist started his therapy session, while Swara watched his therapy session.

Therapy: So SM! Lets start our session!
It will be conversation to know your condition.

He nodded yes for Swara.

Therapist: you have anger issues, from since you are having this issue?

Swara looks at him as if motivating him saying what's in his heart.. he take a sigh.

Sanskar : with the passing time, I started having anger issues, from childhood.

Therapist : do you remember the thing which you hated in your childhood?

Sanskar remembered his childhood and his hand shivered, Swara notice this, she grabbed his hand in her hand to comfort him.
He remain quiet.

Swara : Sanskar please.

Sanskar : when I used to get high scores, I used to come home cheerfully with hope in my heart, my parents will praise me but!

Therapist:, but what?
What they used to react?

Sanskar close eyes frustratedly!!

Swara : Sanskar, for me! ( while rubbing his hand which turned cold because of anxiety)

Sanskar : they were never at home when I used to come home.
Papa was used to be in office and mom used to be in kitty party.

Swara gets shocked listening him.

Therapist : then who used to look after you?

Sanskar : Nany! Nany was appointed for me!
For my food, clothes ironing etc.

Therapist;, why?

Sanskar : Mom never wanted to become mother!!
I was only a mistake!

Swara gets more shocked listening him.

Therapist: but why? All mothers love their children's.

Sanskar : I am not here to explain my personal life! ( getting up frustratedly)

He go out!

Swara go behind him calling him repeatedly.

Outside!

Swara : Sanskar! ( stopping him holding hand of angry Sanskar)
Sanskar, why you came out in middle, the session wasn't completed yet.

Sanskar : I am not interested in revealing my personal life to anyone.

Swara : I am ANYONE in your eyes?

Sanskar ; ( quickly)
Nooooo!
You are mine EVERYTHING!
( cups her face quickly)

Swara : no! If I would be your everything! You wouldn't concealing things from me. ( taking off his hand being disappointed)
You don't think me enough for your sorrows or problems.
You think me outsider.

Sanskar : no Swara, you are taking me wrong! You are the only one who is close to mine heart!

Swara : then why you can't share what is in your heart?, if I am close to it?

Sanskar's mouth sealed.

Swara : say!! Or you don't have any answers?
You don't think me yours Sanskar. ( she start going but stop by Sanskar)

Sanskar ; why you are going again and again?

Swara : because there is no need of me, when you can't share what is in your heart.

Sanskar : my personal life isn't good Swara.
It is not perfect the way you want.

Swara : I don't want perfection, I just want my husband to be honest with me.
Are you gonna tell what is your past or I go from here?

Sanskar glare her but she looks at him sternly! He take a deep sigh controlling his anger, hold her hand and take her back in therapist room.

In therapist room!

Sanskar : start the session! ( sitting and making Swara sit beside her) ask whatever you want.

Swara smile seeing him convinced for her.
She hold his hand to comfort him.

Therapist: all mothers love their children's, why your mother didn't wanted to become mother?

Sanskar : because my parents have superstitious mind.
A pandit gave predictions about me that I will be dangerous for every near and dear person to me, specially my parents. ( shocking her)
They made mind, to abort me! But unfortunately they couldn't as doctor said if my mom done abortion, that can risk her life so she gave birth to me.

Swara is too shocked to know about his parent's mentality.

Therapist: after your birth? Is they didn't accepted you?

Sanskar nodded no!

Sanskar : after my birth, my father 's company was burnt and their belief got firm that I am DANGEROUS for them, I am unlucky for them.
They decided to give me in orphanage.
But because of society, they had to keep me with them..

His voice shivering which indicating his broken condition! Swara grabbed his hand and comfort him while her eyee gets teary.

Sanskar: Mom and dad kept nany for me for my needs!! But they never seen my face!! They hated me every moment!
Because I was UNLUCKY for them.

His eyes getting watery and his voice shivering! He couldn't controlled himself more and palm his face unable to speak further.

Sanskar : I am sorry Swara, I can't continue this!
I am sorry! ( almost pleading)

Swara just embraced the broken him with watery eyes. Therapist try to speak but she stop him, he needs time to open up!

At Night!

In SwaSan Room!

Sanskar is laying on his stomach on bed with lost face, Swara come in room with tray of food and see him lost understanding his situation well. She put tray on table and ruffle his hairs calming him. He looks at her and smile lightly. She kiss on his forehead make his eyes close in peace.

Swara: get up, I am so hungry.

Sanskar get up, she sit in front of him and feed him with her hand. He eats from her hand like a child eat food from his mother as his heart becomes a kid when she is with him.

After food!

She make him lay down on her lap and caress his silky hairs, he close eyes and feel her affectionate lap!!

Sanskar : I don't have anyone except you Swara, no one! Don't leave me! I can't leave without you. ( clutching her hand)

Swara: I will not leave your hand Sanskar. ( kissing his hand softly make him smile)
We are together and will always remain.

She put her lips on his lips and smooch, he also smooch her back and which take them in blanket and they involved in love making.

In Morning!

Sanskar comes in kitchen and see Swara is making food, he go and embraced her from behind putting his chin on her shoulder bending to her height. She smile at his gesture and kiss on his cheek.

Sanskar : what are you making?

Swara ; paneer!

Sanskar : wow! Thankuuuu! ( happily like kid kiss her cheek make her chuckles)

Her eyes fall on Sujata who is drinking coffee in hall, and remember how  Sanskar told about his parent's mentality and feels anger on her.

After sometime!

SwaSan have breakfast lovingly together, Sanskar go from there for office.

After sometime!

Sujata : Swara!

Swara come listening her voice.

Sujata: my some guests are coming to see you!
You get ready at 5pm!

Swara remembered her thinking from Sanskar.

Swara : no!

Sujata : what? What you said to me? No!

Swara : I am not interested in entertaining your guests! I am only here as wife of Sanskar Maheshwari! I don't have any relation with you all. ( shocking her)

Sujata : are you out of your mind? I am Sanskar's mother.

Swara : the mother who wanted to abort her child? ( shocked her)
Sanskar told me everything about you and papa! You both don't need to act in front of me and also no need to keep any relation with me.

She go from there leaving Sujata fumed.

Sujata : Sanskar told about us to Swara, if he thrown us out then! And this Swara, this Swara also sounding like she will throw us out!
How dare she talks like that with me.
I have to do something to secure my position. I can't miss this luxurious life.
As Sanskar keeping us only for her and she is now against of us.
I have to do something so this girl thrown out from this home and I have to gain Sanskar's trust in my favor.

After 2 Days!

From 2 Days, therapist trying to take out whatever is in Sanskar's heart from him, but unable as he isn't able to do that, whenever he try, his voice shivers and he unable to speak.

Therapist : Mrs SM! Now we have only way to heal SM!
We have to hypnotize him so he pour out whatever is in his heart.

Swara : hypnotize? Isnt it will be risky? ( tensed)

Therapist: Mrs Sm!
Sm have only one issue that everything is in heart suppresses. He needs to take that out!!
Then only he can be cure.

Sanskar who is sitting silently! Swara looks at him tensed yet want him to be cure.

After a while!

Therapist started his session of hypnotizing! Soon Sanskar gets in affect of hypnotization.

Therapist: what is your name?

Sanskar : ( in affect) Sanskar Maheshwari.

Therapist: tell about your childhood, how's was it?

Sanskar close eyes tightly while getting flashes of his childhood.

Sanskar : ALONE!!
No one is around me, no one! I am in big room, ALONE!!

Therapist : where is your parents?

Sanskar : they think me unlucky! They live separately from me! They don't see me.

Therapist : why?
Why they hates you? Why they think you unlucky?

Sanskar: when I was about to born, when a astrologer said, I am DANGEROUS for the dearer to me!
When I born my father's factory was burnt, they start hating me thinking me unlucky.

Therapist : how they used to behave with you?

Sanskar : they never seen my face, after my sister's birth, they changed completely. They loved her not me! Because I was UNLUCKY for them.

Therapist: is they never talked to you?

Sanskar : they never talked but!!

Therapist: but?

Sanskar : their hands used to talk with me!

Flashback!

Age of 5 years Sanskar, is standing on table in kitchen to get something to eat and trying to take out packet of chips but his tiny hand touched the expensive bowl and its fallen down broke in pieces.
He gets shocked and afraid seeing this.

Sujata: what was that voice? ( angrily rush inside gets shocked seeing her expensive bowl broken)

Sanskar gets more afraid seeing her glare!!

Sanskar : Mom! I am sorry mom!

Sujata pull his tiny hand down and he fallen down on glass and its pierce his hand, he cries in pain! She grabbed his hand tightly and take him out without giving damnn to the glass in his hand.
He is crying on all time but her ears seems deaf for his crying voices.

She throw him in a dark room and take a stick and start beating him badly making him scream in pain. He is crying and pleading to leave him.
Ram comes in way to him and  stop her.

Ram : what are you doing Sujata? Do you wanna kill him?

Sujata : he is already spoiling my mind every day with his stupid face, and now he broken expensive bowl! He have messing everything from the time he born! Pandit was right about him, he is DANGEROUS for us, he is UNLUCKY.

Ram : you are right, he have made us bankrupt! I wish we would aborted him! But! Now we can't do anything! If anything happened to him, we will be in jail.
Already our marketing position is down, if anything happens to him because of us! Our position in society also will be down, so careful!

Sujata : then what i do of him? I can't bear him!
( angrily scaring Sanskar)

Ram : lock him for 2 days, he will get a good lesson.

Sanskar: no papa! I am afraid of darkness! Please!

he try to go toward them but Ram pushed him back on floor and they close door and he keep screaming, they put cotton in their ears and go in their room leaving him miserable and screaming.

Present!

Sanskar is screaming badly in real! Being in the position again in his hypnotizing position.

Swara's eyes are teary seeing his condition and rush to him and calling him repeatedly!
Therapist stop her and call him.

Therapist : how long their behavior was this?

Sanskar ; till I didn't reach my 15 ( shocking Swara)

Therapist: after that what changes came?

Sanskar : I became DANGEROUS!! ( shocking Swara)
I came in contact of rowdy in my school and became rowdy.

Therapist: what you started as rowdy?

Sanskar : alcoho, cigarette! Fighting back! My rowdy gang made me strong! All started afraid from me! And I became stronger as I became more dangerous whenever I seen fear in everyone's eyes for me.
I love fear in everyone's eyes.
I am not weak! I am stronger!

Therapist: even your parents?

Sanskar : even they!! ( laughingly)
They started afraid from me! That's my victory.
I am DANGEROUS!! ( shoutingly)

Therapist: tell about your love? Do you love someone?

Sanskar's mind flash him SWARA coming in a traditional dress in college with a small bindi on her forehead afraid seeing him in his rowdy style.

Sanskar : SWARA!!
I saw her in my college first time, a timid and scary kitten, but cute kitten, whom I really admired to see again and again.
Meri Nazar usse hat hi nhi rahi thi.
There was fear in her eyes, may be seeing my agreesive behavior! First time I controlled my anger for anyone!!
First time I hated to see that fear in her eyes for me.
First time I wasn't liking anyone's fear from me.

Swara listen him being touched how he noticed her every movement.

Sanskar : baby doll!! A cute baby doll!
She tied handkerchief on my hand, first time someone showed care for me!

Swara recall how she tied handkerchief on his hand which she never paid so attention but he remembered all her movement.

Sanskar : I always tries to talk to her gently! But I can't help it! Agreesiveness is in my veins and anger is my in soul! She run away seeing my anger and I regret after that! That why I have anger issue?
First time I tried to be civilized for her but unable!

She listen his feelings deeply.

Sanskar : I understood she is the one who is made for me! She is very pure, and i love her honesty and purity! I fallen in love with her! I proposed her! But! She..
( his muscles gets tensed)

Therapist: what?

Sanskar: she rejected me! She said I am rowdy, a goon! And she don't want a rowdy, she slapped me!

Therapist: what you felt?

Sanskar : I felt hurt and dejected! First time I desired something, first time I took dream of anyone!
I tried to move on from her but couldn't! I can't help loving her!

Therapist: what you did to get her?

Sanskar : she had problems with me being rowdy! I changed myself in civilized man! I changed my tone, my way of talking, my dressing sense, I changed myself in complete perfect man which she wanted!
But! I couldn't controlled my anger! I hidden my that negative point! And made plan to get in her life.
I kept eye on  her 5 years, I had Information about her all movememt.

Therapist: stalking is bad don't you know.

Sanskar ; she is mine! There is nothing wrong! ( angrily)
And I never disturb her. I just keep eye on her as she is my addiction.
I can't live without her.

Therapist; then you got her?

Sanskar: I got her, I married to her.
At first she was angry knowing my reality but now she accepted me! She love me so much, and I love her more than anyone! She want me to control my anger issues! And I am trying!, at first I thought to make her fool but she cried because of that! So I put my efforts in changing myself.
I love Swara, I Love her! I love her, I love her.

Swara's eyes are teary and lips have a smile seeing his love for her.
Therapist awaked him from his hypnotizing position and he awakes and sleep back.

Swara : what happened to him?

Therapist :, he got tired!! Don't worry! Just wait for sometime!
Mrs SM! I  can only say one thing after reading whole case of your husband! He wants love in his love! And you only can fill his void place.

Swara nod yes understanding what he is saying.

Sanskar watch his recording which therapist have done in session. He silently watch it! Swara hold his hand, he doesn't react and keep silent which making her tensed.

At Night!

In SwaSan Room!

Sanskar is sitting silently on bed! Swara come to him climbing bed! She open his arms for her and get in his arms, he just wrap arms around her silently without saying anything while his face showing emptiness.

Swara : Sanskar! Do you love me?

Sanskar : do you have doubt? I am loving you from 5 years constantly and madly.

Swara : then, why you can't share your pain to me?
In love if happiness is meant to share then why not pain?

Sanskar : pain makes people weak Swara. ( turning his face away)
And I don't wanna become weak in front of you.

Swara : why?

Sanskar : I never cried!

Swara understand that's only the problem he don't express his pain also.

Swara: my shoulder are for soaking your tears Sanskar! Please give me chance to become your healer please pour all your tears to me! Try! ( cups his face)
Cry Sanskar, please!

Sanskar looks at her with glassy eyes, she caress his face , tears fall from his eyes. She embraced him, he burst in tears, she tightly hug him, he pour all his pain on her shoulder clutching her tightly hiding his face in her chest. She embraced him like a mother clutching her child.

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