So my friend oktoberspider sent me a draft of a scene where a crazy person commits kill and uuuh I wanted to write something with the concept so here's a really creepy and super gruesome story in which Jaemin goes insane 😃 I love you and I'm not sorry.
Also please remember this is a work of fiction and I do not believe by any means that this would ever happen because Jaemin is a super sweet boy and I love him so here you go.
Also I'm gonna try formatting similar to chogiwanese so let me know if you like the new format 👍

WARNINGS: Murder, gruesome descriptions, read at your own risk

Jaemin had always had a strange love for killing since he was a child.

He would bring home small animals that he had beheaded, rabbits squirrels and pigeons being among his favorites. He would cut them open in his backyard and take out there organs. Fascinated by the fact that they had such small organs. He had always wondered what human organs would look like..

One day, he was on his way home with the small body body of a dark gray cat he had seen dead in the road. He wanted to compare its teeth and organs to the rotting ones of other animals that still remained in his backyard. One his way he met a boy who was crying on the curb.

"Why are you crying?" He had asked simply. The boy looked up with dark, sad doe eyes and sniffled a bit before seeing the animal in Jaemin's hold.

"Bongsik!! You found my kitty!" The boy had said, standing and reaching for the animal. He stopped and retracted his hands when he saw the blood on the animals pelt and the stillness of its limp posture in Jaemin's arms and he began to cry again.

"W-what happened?!" The boy asked as he began to cry again.

"The kitty was hit by a car. Poor poor kitty." He had said blankly. The small boy had gotten his mother and the moyher took the cats body with a sad thank you as she began explaining to her son that they would have the cat cremated.

"I'm Jeno..." The boy had said as he wiped his nose with his sleeve. Jaemin had nodded and given a big smile as he reached out a hand.

"I'm Jaemin. Lets be friends, okay?" Jaemin said, already beginning to like this boy a lot.

It had been 10 years..

Jaemin looked at his friend with a small smile.

"Nana he's so cute! Can we get him please~" Jaemin nodded slowly.

I wonder what it's bones look like when they're still growing...

"Of course Jeno! Whatever makes you happiest." He answered. Jeno looked back at the small white puppy in his hold and giggled when it licked his nose.

Whatever makes you happiest.

A week after they adopted it, Jaemin killed the dog with a bat and told Jeno that the dog must've gotten hit by a car.

It had been 4 years.

"Jaemin, I don't want to go to school today.. Can't we just stay home?" Jaemin carded a hand carefully through Jeno's dark hair and nodded with a big smile.

"Of course Jeno. As long as that's what you want." Jeno smiled and cuddled into the younger once more.

As long as that's what you want.

Jaemin let Jeno nap most of the day while he carved small shapes into the rotting corpses of animals that he had in the shed.

It had been 2 years.

Jeno looked over at Jaemin beside him and smiled warmly.

"Jaemin.." The younger turned, meeting Jeno's warm gaze. "Will you be my boyfriend?" Jaemin smiled again, a small glint in his eyes.

"I would love to if its alright with you." Jeno laughed and nodded quickly before leaning onto Jaemin's shoulder.

If its alright with you.

For every anniversary, he asked Jeno for new knives as gifts.

It had been a year.

"Nana.. Will you be with me forever and always and go through life with me as my lovely husband?" Jaemin felt tears leave his eyes as he nodded.

"Of course. I live for you my love." Jeno slid the beautiful ring onto Jaemin's finger and looked into the youngers dark eyes. He didn't pay mind to the strange glint forever shining in them and rather saw it as love.

I live for you my love.

Jaemin stitched together a stuffed rabbit for Jeno as a wedding gift, mage from the carcass of one he had freshly killed that morning, ending its suffering with one of the shining knives Jeno had gotten him.

It had been 9 months..

"J-Jaemin... What did you-" Jeno took a step backwards as Jaemin turned and looked at him with a smile, a now bloodstained knife gripped in his hand.

"I did this for you my love. All I ever do is for you darling. I love you so much Jeno.. So so much..." Jeno shook his head as tears fell down his face. Jaemin tilted his head and his smile faded.

"Dont you like it? I did it just for you." Jeno looked at the bloody body on the ground. A boy named Huang Renjun from there school that Jaemin had locked in the janitors closet and killed before carving a bloody smile on his face. Another boy named Mark Lee who he had dragged into the dark room and stabbed before carving the flesh off of his face and drawing beautiful pictures with the boys blood on the walls. Two more boys, Park Jisung and Zhong Chenle, he had stabbed them repeatedly before tying their wrists together with the hair he had ripped from their bloody scalps. And finally, the one that looked the freshest. A boy named Lee Donghyuck. Jaemin had promptly slit the boys throat and carved a bloody smile onto his face just like Renjun and had placed the boys body in Mark's lap.

"And they're all so happy too. I made sure of that.. Why don't you like it Jeno? Do you know how much work I put into my masterpieces for you?" Jeno covered his mouth and tried to run out of the small room were Jaemin had brought him but the door had been locked and Jaemin was the only one with the key.

"Jaemin... Jaemin....."

"Yes? Don't you like them?" Jeno shook his head slowly.

"What the fuck have you done.." Jeno cried as fear took over him.

He had gone mad.

Driven there by a terrifying love for the boy before him.

"Jeno.. What have I done? I made art for you! To show how much I love you Jeno. I love you so much dear!! And if you ruin this.." Jaemin chuckled. "If you tell anyone about my beautiful masterpieces I'll have to let you join them." Jaemin said with a sweet smile as he grabbed Jeno's wrist and pulled him into his chest. "And baby you don't know how bad I want to make you beautiful too.." Jaemin whispered the words sadistically into the olders ear. Jeno shook in Jaemin's grasp and nodded his head swiftly.

"I promise Jaemin. I promise I wont tell. I wont tell. I love you. I wont tell." Jaemin smiled.

"I'm so glad! How about we go home now hm?" Jeno nodded swiftly and let Jaemin hold his wrists and lead him out of the building.

Love is great.

Love is sweet.

Love is dedication.

Love is commitment.

Jaemin can prove it.

He can prove it all.