Losing all my battles in a blink,
Chaos I hold is more than the shades of pink.
I am crushed by the burden of expectations,
Lies here the empty shell with no life or motion.

Fading by the tunnel of everlasting failure,
I want to survive, see the light, bath in something other than these musky pain bearers.
I rushed thinking happiness lies by end of this road,
Only to know it's an oasis of imagination.

An illusion, delusion of this tired brain
My brain cells who are collapsing, bursting like fireworks on a funeral night.
Now pain can not be differentiated from life,
Appetite is a sin to eyes, crime to numb pain, a mockery to that 'dumb' who failed.

Failure is failing my existence,
Bleeding my soul with blood and eyes with saline golden tears.
Cries that can't be heard through this crafted smile,
Ache hidden under these manipulative eyes.

"You are a warrior, warrior don't lose!"
"It's either do or die but never lose! "
I say, it's not your place to choose, don't say who I am, what I gain or lose.
Maybe your warrior fought in Disney movies, wrapped in a golden armor,
I am different 'cause my shield is in the color of red, looks lavish but is actually dread.

Covered in blood which is neither theirs nor yours.
I am that warrior who dies with no one to cry.
Shed blood in vain, whose reasons were called 'excuses lame',
I am that person who's always blamed.
A wild who's better off tame
A dead whom no one wants to claim.

-Zelda
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