I envy people in relationships, which is still weird to me because I am not the relationship type. Someone will eventually come along, whenever they do, I will be just there bettering myself, which in return will enable me to positively impact the person. Also, everything that glitters is not gold, so there is that.

I never got invited to the coolest parties(yes, I am bringing this up) or places that are considered "cool", do I care? Nope. But, I think I do because it "kinda" bothers me. Just a pinch. Do I crave random folks validation? Yes. Does it make me sad to know I am left out? Yes. I really wish I didn't, but I do and that makes me sadder. But you know what? It's all in my head. All in my head. All in my head. I am enough.