I hate it

(lmao great way to start)

but i feel no one rlly ACTUALLY cares what i think

ya know what im saying?

this is why i dont tell anyone anything, especially my friends

i'll tell them smth extremely personal and smth that i cant hold in any more

and theyll just be like

"lmaoooo same fam"

like what the actual fucking hell?!?!?

i once told my one friend, who imma just call R, abt something seriously deep that i was going through bc she kept bugging me abt it

u wanna know what her reply was?

the texts looked like this:

(Bold =me, underlined = R)

Hey, i *insert that thing*.....

haha oof

Im not kidding, im being dead ass serious

Ofc u would do that XD

wtf, R?

lmaooo cant u take a joke? 😂

and that is why i hate humanity

when someone tells me smth personal, i try my rlly fucking best to give them the best advice

why?

bc it may not seem like it, but i rlly care abt ppl and how they feel

and i hate it when i turn to ppl and they just dont care

the only person who knows my personal secrets, is someone i never even met irl

i think youre reading this, and u know who u are, so thx ❤❤

but anyway

even on wattpad, i'll get a pm from this random person, and theyll spill out all theyre emotions to me

its like, hello to u too

BUT

im not saying to not let me know when ur depressed, bc ik how u feel, so just pm and we can talk abt it

dont EVER hesitate to pm me

but plz at least message a quick hello first

and plz keep contact, dont just use me to rant

im totally fine with u ranting, but dont make that all we talk abt

this is exactly why i dont tell anyone anything, not even my friends

like even my besties ig irl dont even know that shit i told R, and this is exactly why i dont tell them

ugh idk i just been meaning to get this off my chest for a rlly hella long time

i might even delete this chap, depending how i feel abt it

adios ✌