guys if u think u listen to sm music, u obv haven't met me.

my ear is literally bleeding rn.

im not even kidding.

it's not a metaphor or whatever, there's literally blood on my ear.

it hurt, so I touched it and when I looked at my finger, there was red.

so that happened.

I have earbuds in my ears literally all day; besides when I'm at school.

but even at school, I only have 1 earbud in.

so literally, I don't stop listening to music.

even during night, I never sleep but even if I do, I'll fall asleep with music in my ears.

and don't say "same" bc I bet y'all don't and never had ur ear bleed from it any have tiny bruises in ur ear from uncomfortable earbuds in non stop.

and ik a whole bunch of y'all will be saying "same" just to tick me off. 😂😂

my ears are actually kinda damaged from music.

and I don't think it helps that I have the music on super loud volume,

but music is the only thing stopping me from getting anxious 24/7 sooooo.

my addiction with music is rlly weird tbh.

like some ppl have an addiction with baseball or whatever and ppl say like "that's cool" or smth like that.

bur I don't think anybody will look at someone with a rllllllly deep obsession with music and say "that's awesome sauce mah dude"

idk I get deep around 1 AM - 4 AM.

if u ever want me to spill any deep secrets or personal shit, those hours are the times to go bc I actually have no control over what I say during those hrs.

it's like a demon possesses me during that time frame.

fr tho, if anyone wants to set up an Intervention, just know I'm 76.2% on board with u.