Life and death are meaningless. They both don't care about your feelings or reason for being. Your accomplishments are just as unimpressive and that's fine, they intended that. They don't exist to give you reprieve or purpose. They simply exist. As do you. So, in truth, you should understand them best. But even that, attempting to comprehend it all, holds no value at all. They will continue, but you will not. You will engage with one of them, life or death. Regardless of which one you meet with next, do try to remember this one true fact: You alone are the only one who cares, and that is just fine too.