Idkkkkk

sorry about being inactive here a lot.
I mean, if you think I've been inactive.

I somehow really want to talk to someone personally so bad. Kinda like venting up my feelings and problems?

But meh
Not even my real life friends remember me or care about me anymore
Well, most

Sometimes I just wish I can forget all my ideas that come into my mind immediately because I know they're just not interesting.

Even my stories on here
They never made sense or have some serious plot hole sometimes

I don't know

I was just to confident about myself until I started doubting myself even more
I don't know why
And I don't wanna know

It just seems like even my problems that nobody even cares about.

It's my entire human being that nobody even remembers

Most of them, they know I'm pushing hard enough to remain standing, to remain okay to help others like you guys.

Maybe even someday, I can learn to help myself but everyday it's like a cut to the arm which only makes me push weaker.

How can I call myself creative anymore?

My ideas are not that great, really.

Somehow I just want to delete all my hard work but seeing them now only makes me regret all my decisions: creating them and considering to delete them from existence.

Sure, some people love it but "beauty is in the eye of the beholder"
And I definitely see now beauty in my artwork

Never mind about all that

So how are you all doing? Hopefully you're alright

I'm kinda not, if you're asking.

I don't feel like drawing today either

But I might end up drawing anyway
Just maybe not showing it to others

[There should be a GIF or video here. Update the app now to see it.]

And btw check this animation out by my friendo :0