... I want to write something sad. I just want to, for some reason.
Today wasn't a really good day.
"Father's Day". Yeah. There's just a little problem with that, hehe.

heyyyy look who it is
It's my three favorite OC'ssss

I changed Aster's outfit, of course.
I think he looks better like that.

... I don't know, guys.
I'm not... "feeling the mood" rn.

I'm still writing this, don't worry.
I'm just not in the mood to write, either.

... I don't even know what to say.
I don't know what to talk about.

What's wrong with me?

I guess.. I'm just empty.
I'm missing so much things in my life.
I'm missing so much important people..
I'm missing so much love that I don't even deserve..

... maybe I'm just overthinking...?

I don't know...

But I swear, I'm empty.
I'm missing the most important things in my life that I don't even know who I am.

Am I just a human?
Am I just a living being with emotions?
Am I just a toy being used to play with my emotions...?
Or am I just a test subject to let them test my emotions as well..?

I need someone to tell me. I need someone. I need. I.

I just wish I had someone who knew how I feel. Someone who can hug me.
Just someone.
Someone who cares about me because I hate myself and they'll love me enough for both of us.
And I keep thinking that I already found that person but I always end up losing them..
who am I kidding, right?

I don't deserve such a person. That's why I keep losing them.
Maybe that's why I can never find that person.
Just maybe.

...
who am I kidding.