My youth, I run to you

All we get through, it's time to be fine
I believe in you more than the paradise
From the moment I made my mind up till the day I'll succeed
Please, wait for me, I'm born to live fully
Each dreams I'll fulfill, ain't a lot
Enough to get up my middle finger and say fuck this world

The grudge inside, when parents can't trust their own child
They drew a border cuz of money, now I feel lonely at home
Can't move on, paralyzed by fear to disappoint,
They gave me life, I should payback, but I even avoid stares cuz they'll never understand

I ain't just different, I'm confident

Inside, is still calm, but there's bomb load to explode when time comes out
Yes work ruined sleep, splitin' up me from a fuckin' sociability
But who really cares ? Could u choose between friends or dreams ?
Oh Billy, I ain't a person who say " today I turn twenty "
Numbers never definite myself in a society where you can work 'fore majority !

[ Nothing hold back my feet to fly
If only pain made me alive
Back then, back that time,
I stay a believer,

Now blowin' up candles and the dust of  waste' time
Youth
I run to you
Youth,
I run to you ! ]

This time too much
Hey why hey why should I fight
We all say one day, I don't wanna live longer
I search errday what could push my back
But too much to push, too much to push anything !

My youth, it's hard to promise we won't change when people did
I know my mentality doesn't fit here,
Cut all the crap Julie retake your sense,
What they'll think at your profile ?
A girl's name with boy apparence
Even though, youth, it took five years to find the truth 'bout you
The end of fight seems longer, so forever let's stay young
Now, I wanna the world to see me but I've never seen it !
Should stop to joke, make effort, and enjoyed to ruin sleep

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You, it's time to discover
How long is forever !
All we get through, all memories we gathered
If I run to you, run to me
Cause time never comes out