They don't understand. Any of them. The wind hugged my face and asked where I was going, trying to pull me back in the direction of the others but I kept running.

The grass etched and tried weakly to hug my ankles, only to be pummeled by my shoes. I mean what the hell was Vikk thinking jumping in the way like that?

He knew what was going to happen. Ignorant and naive, every single last damned one of those guys. I'm tired of it all. I want change...... I want Preston back.

Face softening, the howling wind slowed down into a stop as my footsteps faltered. Eyes gazing emptily at the sky,

a thought snapped into my mind which swiped away the ease inside of my stomach.

What would happen if I would never fall asleep to have a dream or vision with Preston inside of it? It's quite possible, in fact,

that's indeed what is most likely going to happen. Huh, great, so I'm going to lose the one I love..... If I am,...... Why do I feel like this?

I feel as if it just doesn't matter anymore, I'm bitter, I don't care. I'm numb........ Glassy eyes that belonged to me searched the scenery for answers,

but all it gave me were the quiet hushes of wind that held hands with the grass, and then silenced into absolutely nothing.

No clouds in the sky to linger and hide away the brilliant sun, and nobody to talk to. Everybody is so tense, so nervous.

Mitch and Jerome are timid, especially Mitch, Lachlan is in a state of shock and Vikk is the only one calm but merely because he wasn't even part of the dream all thanks to him trying to be taking care of me

..........It's sweet of him. I should probably thank him later once I go and apologize. Head bowing, my chin dug into the nape of my neck and into my chest plate.

Thoughts danced in and out of my mind, waltzing through and ducking out like a showman on a tour going from one town to another.

Quiet brushed past easily, my heartbeat battered like drums and my mind picked up the pace until halting to a specific thought in particular which caught me off guard.

How did they even get Preston?.......

He isn't stupid, so how did he end up in the Nether. He couldn't have been outwitted, even if he was his defense is impeccable.

So what happened? Lachlan was there, he told us himself, so I need to ask him when I get the chance to. Or, when we both cool down......