I just heard that my whole family thinks I was lying about being sick...that's complete bullshit....last night I was trying to my best ability not to freaking throw up...one of these days I could have some deadly disease and I'd tell someone I'm not feeling well and next thing you know I'm dead since no one believes me....I have a really weak stomach and most nightmares out of my whole family..I've always been the weird one out...I never really fit in with my family or really anyone....never have and never will...if I get sick it's apparently my fault...but if it were my brothers or sisters,my mom would take care of them right away...what did I do to deserve their denial...when will they let me join the family....when will I not just be a stranger....when will I fit in...when will I be able to participate in family activities...when will they notice me......why did I have to be born in the wrong time and wrong place....